1. grey skies stretching in every direction past the rims of y'r hoodie. 
2. tundra, th cold desert, no light or life except y'r own heart's beat. 
3. abstract dream, no discernible plot or direction: just colours & shapes & feelings. 
4. 8mm film of when y'were a child, the perforations clicking against th reels, th film all sepia & burned with age. 
5. winter. 
6. th boards covering up th northeast corner of Queen St. United Church where th roof caved in. 
7. tattoo of Grandma on her forearm. 
8. stacks of long-forgotten vinyl in y'r parents' basement, th long-forgotten singers' happy faces covered with dust. 
9. vines growing up th sides of old brick houses, in defiance of civilization & progress. 
10. my church's piano, slightly out of tune. 
11. Gong-gong left his old camera to Mom.  she doesn't have time to use it so she gave it to me.  th shutter malfunctions at high speeds. 
12. once i sat for at least a half-hour just listening to feedback on my guitar. 
13. prayer. 
14. i can't tell if my radio is dying, or if th concept of radio itself is dying. 
15. sleep.