The mind can be likened to an entire world, its features a geography all their own. This inner world is a complex place, fraught with pitfalls reflecting the dilemmas of everyday life. The mind is a jungle, with myriad animals and plants all impeding the struggle for progress. This is the state of humanity - constantly obstructed, constantly wandering the trackless waste that is comprised of the little things in life. Habits form, and paths begin to develop where travel is frequent. We rely on these paths - how else could we get anything done - and fear leaving them, for why would we step ever so boldly into the unknown when the alternative is to remain in light, so bright that one can eventually forget that there ever was a time when it didn’t exist. We move along these paths, and it takes a truly weighty object to sways us from them. Seldom do we abandon our routines for long, and never without effort. Success is merely the ability to choose these paths correctly, to see through the jungle to the transient clearings of success and failure and to navigate where one wishes. Insight is the jungle falling away for an instant, all details becoming transparent, a single thread leading the way to some distant destination. When the thread is severed, however, the shock is truly devestating.The path vanishes, and the poor victim must once again blunder around in the darkness, forging new paths, with perhaps no relation to the old ones. The mind is resilient, however, and there is no manner in which the new trails can be judged to be better or worse than the old. Difference is the only attribute that can be used to define them, in this abstract land without frame of reference or exterior factors. It is instinctive to think of the internal world as unique, that the jungle of the individual is so far removed from that of any other that all analysis is pointless. That may be true, as far as such things go. No two men walk down the same river twice (or something to that effect), and experiences differ. They do not differ nearly so much as to force absolutely divergent outlooks on people, however. Trials and tribulations (Trails and tributaries, to maintain the metaphor) remain the same, and truly, this can be seen through the most compelling evidence ever made available - it has been found profitable by the greedy, and industries have sprung up around this mass-produced analysis. When the world contained in the mind becomes interesting - because it clearly does not hold interest merely due to some conjured-up merit of individuality - is when the jungle falls away and an imposing plateau surges towards the sky (or perhaps the top of the skull). This is not some sudden clarity of purpose - The plateau lacks any signposts, has no roads carved across its face, and is not even aways a sudden presence filling the horizon. One may instead hold the plateau in a blind spot, refusing to focus on it for any other reason than to better be able to avoid it. This, as a whole, does not work. The plateau may sneak up on you as well. The comfortable homogeneity of the jungle may suddenly vanish, and with a rush of vertigo you find yourself in an arid, barren land. The plateau is a warning - it is the last chance to turn back from some momentous happening. The plateau is an opportunity to get your bearings, to turn back on the nearly discovered consequences of progress. It is an awesome realization, a realization that your world - your view of the world - may be woefully out of date, perhaps painfully redundant, or even just plain wrong. There are many ways down from the plateau, back to some semblance of how things used to be. There is the careful descent, avoiding any danger through ignorance. This leads merely to the awareness that something is wrong, but this awareness does not come thing the requisite knowledge of what is truly wrong Even if you know that you are living a lie, the desire to know the truth still exists. If one finds this option distasteful - if they do not want the queasy tension of denial - There is a far more simple, cleaner, more violent and brutal route to be had. One can merely step off, embrace that which they had previously denied, adjust to the new world that they are thrust into. The fall is short, and the landing is abrupt - damage, perhaps, inescapable - but the damage has an honesty to it that denial so obviously lacks. The pain may never go away entirely, but adjustment to the truth is far easier in the long run than living with dis-ease without respite. That is the true deciding factor, in the choice of whether to embrace the new world as it is presented to you, or to ignore it as much as possible - Whether you are willing to suffer the short, sharp shock of realization, or whether you cannot handle it, and put it off, inviting another encounter with the plateau. Or you may descend into madness, unable to keep up the fantasy of living in the world of your choice without it subsuming you completely, leading you to the loss of your grip on everything, including your own mind.