Conversation with bluer0ses
(15:11:00) blorichca: im so tiered
(15:11:03) bluer0ses: On August 24, 2005, *ecko unltd. will lock down 22nd St. between 10th & 11th ave. in New York City for the first Getting Up Block Party. This historic event will feature 20 legendary graffiti artists painting sides of NYC ...
(15:11:23) blorichca: wa?
(15:15:21) bluer0ses: are you up for this tonight?
(15:15:26) bluer0ses: i won't stay long
(15:15:29) bluer0ses: just go over the basics
(15:15:45) blorichca: yo
(15:15:48) bluer0ses: yo
(15:15:49) blorichca: stick to it
(15:15:51) ***bluer0ses is yo
(15:15:58) bluer0ses: i'm just sayingyou ar etired
(15:16:01) bluer0ses: i want you awake
(15:16:06) bluer0ses: i'm not done w/ my part
(15:16:13) bluer0ses: but i can go over the start of it
(15:16:14) blorichca: im doing nothing here
(15:16:19) bluer0ses: so you can do the graffix
(15:16:24) bluer0ses: i will finish the txt tomorrow
(15:16:47) blorichca: ya
(15:18:42) bluer0ses: but i got like 3 hours of sleep myself
(15:18:49) bluer0ses: so tryust me i won't be there too long
(15:19:25) blorichca: its no problem
(15:19:29) bluer0ses: i know
(15:19:31) blorichca: after yoga will be fine
(15:19:32) bluer0ses: i'm not being a bitch
(15:19:37) bluer0ses: i'm just saying
(15:19:46) bluer0ses: i feel like i can't say anythgn
(15:19:49) bluer0ses: w/o you all hating me
(15:19:55) blorichca: we dont
(15:19:56) bluer0ses: :(
(15:20:02) blorichca: we just feel you dont care anymore
(15:20:08) blorichca: its just steve steve steve
(15:20:17) bluer0ses: its not jsut steve
(15:20:17) blorichca: how would you feel
(15:20:24) bluer0ses: i have other shit besides steve
(15:20:28) bluer0ses: like no job
(15:20:31) blorichca: ya ok
(15:20:33) bluer0ses: interviews last weeks
(15:20:34) bluer0ses: ok see
(15:20:38) bluer0ses: no one gives a fuck
(15:20:39) blorichca: all day long
(15:20:40) bluer0ses: whatever
(15:20:45) bluer0ses: i don't want to talk to about it
(15:20:49) blorichca: when was the last time you spoke to cheech
(15:20:54) bluer0ses: today
(15:20:57) blorichca: about
(15:21:01) bluer0ses: this mornign
(15:21:04) blorichca: about
(15:21:11) bluer0ses: heabout him being mia
(15:21:18) bluer0ses: and don't even give me all i talk about is steve
(15:21:19) blorichca: he was aim
(15:21:25) bluer0ses: because thats the last thing i wantt to talk to him about
(15:21:27) bluer0ses: so pealse
(15:21:30) blorichca: i didnt say that
(15:21:38) bluer0ses: so why do you say about?
(15:21:45) blorichca: we just wonder what the hell do you to do 24/7
(15:21:55) blorichca: cause you dont hang out with us
(15:22:00) blorichca: steve needs youre promision
(15:22:02) blorichca: to hang with us
(15:22:05) bluer0ses: well you should ask if you wonder
(15:22:07) bluer0ses: he does?
(15:22:09) bluer0ses: thats news
(15:22:16) bluer0ses: i didn't know i had to give him my permission
(15:22:27) blorichca: well thats what he does
(15:22:33) blorichca: its like we dont exist
(15:22:37) blorichca: not to him or you
(15:22:40) bluer0ses: like he ever hung out w/ you before
(15:22:49) blorichca: once or twice
(15:22:55) bluer0ses: yeah he is the same now
(15:22:55) blorichca: i always told him to come hang out
(15:23:06) bluer0ses: nothing changed
(15:23:11) bluer0ses: i mean w/ him and hanging out
(15:23:11) blorichca: ok fine
(15:23:15) bluer0ses: but for me yeah
(15:23:16) bluer0ses: sure
(15:23:19) bluer0ses: but thats the thing
(15:23:24) bluer0ses: i don't think anyone cares
(15:23:27) bluer0ses: what i've been doing
(15:23:29) bluer0ses: or dealing with
(15:23:36) blorichca: its not that
(15:23:43) bluer0ses: ok?
(15:23:49) blorichca: you remember how we tell everythin to each other
(15:24:01) blorichca: and than irene desides that is it she has a man
(15:24:03) blorichca: and that is that
(15:24:11) blorichca: no more calling no more online no more hanging out
(15:24:23) bluer0ses: yeah you think its steve
(15:24:27) blorichca: if it was just me or just cheech i would understan
(15:24:29) bluer0ses: but no one asks
(15:24:32) blorichca: but both of us
(15:24:34) bluer0ses: who else is it
(15:24:39) blorichca: no one can get a hold of you
(15:24:47) bluer0ses: well if someone bothered to ask
(15:24:49) bluer0ses: or talk to me
(15:24:52) blorichca: we try
(15:24:52) bluer0ses: isntead of accusing me
(15:24:54) bluer0ses: bullshit
(15:24:55) blorichca: how many time
(15:24:58) bluer0ses: not once
(15:24:58) blorichca: how many times
(15:25:01) bluer0ses: did anyone say
(15:25:04) bluer0ses: hey whats wrong
(15:25:07) bluer0ses: its just
(15:25:07) blorichca: hello
(15:25:10) bluer0ses: this "its steve" thing
(15:25:14) blorichca: didnt i say i was worried about you
(15:25:21) blorichca: i even called you when i was in israel
(15:25:24) bluer0ses: so fine think what you want..
(15:25:27) blorichca: try to talk to you online
(15:25:32) blorichca: nothing
(15:25:35) blorichca: you dont talk to me anymore
(15:25:42) bluer0ses: yes i told you i needed some space. and i spoke to you when you were online
(15:25:43) blorichca: you dont want to talk im not going to force you
(15:25:46) bluer0ses: i've talkeed to you all day
(15:25:49) bluer0ses: are you insane
(15:25:54) blorichca: today
(15:25:56) blorichca: you did
(15:26:16) blorichca: were just backing off but we both love you and miss you like crazy
(15:26:31) blorichca: maybe we are just gelouse
(15:26:34) bluer0ses: you make me feel bad and i couldn't talk to you guys
(15:26:34) blorichca: that is all
(15:26:38) blorichca: no one hates you
(15:26:40) bluer0ses: about what i was going through
(15:26:41) bluer0ses: i know
(15:26:44) bluer0ses: no one hates me
(15:26:47) bluer0ses: i'm not crazy
(15:26:50) blorichca: we love you
(15:26:52) bluer0ses: i know
(15:26:56) blorichca: and we want the best for you
(15:27:08) blorichca: but how do you want us to react when you complain about the bf
(15:27:17) blorichca: and not expect us to be on your side
(15:27:19) bluer0ses: i don't complain have i said a word
(15:27:22) bluer0ses: ?
(15:27:22) blorichca: even if we are its not good
(15:27:27) blorichca: before
(15:27:31) bluer0ses: well i stopped
(15:27:32) blorichca: im talking amonth a go
(15:27:35) bluer0ses: right
(15:27:38) bluer0ses: you all didn't want to hear it
(15:27:43) bluer0ses: so i stoppped talking to you
(15:27:43) bluer0ses: its ok
(15:27:47) blorichca: yo
(15:27:48) bluer0ses: i had to deal w/ it by myself
(15:27:51) bluer0ses: its fine now
(15:27:53) bluer0ses: really
(15:27:53) blorichca: you dont
(15:27:56) bluer0ses: i did
(15:27:58) bluer0ses: and its o
(15:27:59) bluer0ses: k
(15:28:03) bluer0ses: i tried to talk to cheech
(15:28:05) blorichca: you know i will listen you you complain 100 times
(15:28:05) bluer0ses: he laughted at me
(15:28:09) blorichca: over and over
(15:28:12) bluer0ses: so i stopped talking to him about it
(15:28:18) bluer0ses: and i'm sorry if i ignored you
(15:28:20) bluer0ses: i didn't mean to
(15:28:20) blorichca: we told each other before you take my shit and i yours
(15:28:24) bluer0ses: i just needed to be alone
(15:28:28) blorichca: but i cant do it if you dont communicatio with me
(15:28:30) blorichca: ok
(15:28:36) bluer0ses: i didn't want this to be topic of convo for you and the crew
(15:28:42) blorichca: you are not
(15:28:50) blorichca: cheech and i are just sad
(15:28:53) blorichca: and we miss you
(15:28:58) blorichca: like old times
(15:29:11) bluer0ses: yeah well how do you think i felt when i have no one i feel i can talk to?
(15:29:19) bluer0ses: did you ever consider that
(15:29:20) bluer0ses: ?
(15:29:33) blorichca: did i ever ignor you when you try to talk to me
(15:29:42) blorichca: did i say no i dont want to hear you
(15:29:44) bluer0ses: no but you did sya
(15:29:48) bluer0ses: you don't wnat to hear it
(15:29:50) bluer0ses: months ago
(15:29:56) blorichca: come on
(15:30:04) blorichca: who listens to you all the time
(15:30:05) bluer0ses: its ok really
(15:30:10) bluer0ses: i figured it out
(15:30:12) bluer0ses: its fine
(15:30:14) bluer0ses: i was very upset
(15:30:21) bluer0ses: and i didn't feel i could talk to anyone
(15:30:28) bluer0ses: i spent 2 weeks locked in my apt
(15:30:30) bluer0ses: not leaving
(15:30:34) bluer0ses: just sleeping
(15:30:37) bluer0ses: but i'm ok now
(15:30:39) bluer0ses: seriously
(15:30:43) blorichca: irene
(15:30:45) bluer0ses: bloria
(15:30:47) bluer0ses: hi
(15:30:47) blorichca: irene
(15:30:50) bluer0ses: nice to meet you
(15:30:52) blorichca: haha
(15:30:55) blorichca: for real
(15:31:12) blorichca: you know you can talk to me anytime no matter what side of the world i am
(15:31:30) blorichca: you know how i feel lonly all the time
(15:31:43) blorichca: is cause when you dissappear i feel like you dont want to be my friend anymore
(15:31:53) blorichca: and that what makes me sad even more
(15:32:06) blorichca: someone i care about so so much just dessapear just like that
(15:32:18) bluer0ses: i come back
(15:32:22) bluer0ses: i'm not jason
(15:32:33) blorichca: you cant compare youself to jason
(15:32:56) blorichca: you and cheech are like my lungs
(15:33:02) blorichca: its hard to breath without one
(15:33:08) blorichca: :D
(15:33:09) bluer0ses: hehe i'm sorry
(15:33:11) bluer0ses: but im back
(15:33:12) bluer0ses: :-p
(15:33:17) blorichca: promis
(15:33:23) bluer0ses: yes!
(15:33:25) blorichca: ok
(15:33:26) bluer0ses: sware even
(15:33:28) bluer0ses: i'm sorry
(15:33:31) blorichca: im sorry to
(15:33:34) bluer0ses: aww
(15:33:36) blorichca: i will be nicer
(15:33:39) bluer0ses: ok :)
(15:33:42) blorichca: :D
(15:33:46) bluer0ses: and i will be more available
(15:33:51) bluer0ses: we will discuss tonight
(15:33:53) blorichca: ok
(15:33:55) bluer0ses: i gotta go showr
(15:33:57) blorichca: ok
(15:33:58) bluer0ses: o r i will slep
(15:34:03) blorichca: haha
(15:34:03) blorichca: ok
(15:34:07) blorichca: get ready for yoga
(15:34:11) bluer0ses: k
(15:34:12) bluer0ses: love ya
(15:34:14) bluer0ses: kisses
(15:34:16) blorichca: luv ya 2