[21:18:47]  <Luigi`> I'm not going back to #blue
[21:19:00]  <Maulsel> you know what
[21:19:04]  <Maulsel> fine, whatever
[21:19:07]  <Maulsel> i don't give a damn
[21:19:07]  <Luigi`> :D
[21:19:09]  <Maulsel> what does piss me off
[21:19:18]  <Maulsel> is that you won't even take the time to try and get over your grief
[21:19:20]  <Maulsel> cry it out
[21:19:25]  <Maulsel> make yourself feel better
[21:19:29]  <Luigi`> I did.
[21:19:37]  <Luigi`> I did it enough
[21:19:45]  <Maulsel> then you shouldn't be as emo about it
[21:19:58]  <Maulsel> i'm not saying i don't feel sorry for you and your brother
[21:20:00]  <Maulsel> but seriously dude
[21:20:02]  <Maulsel> enough is enough
[21:20:15]  <Luigi`> You know what?
[21:20:31]  <Luigi`> When people start making you greif all over again
[21:20:40]  <Luigi`> for no reason.
[21:20:49]  <Luigi`> Thats when it's time to leave
[21:21:29]  <Maulsel> you shouldn't have to be griefing
[21:21:38]  <Maulsel> that should've ended a while ago
[21:21:56]  <Maulsel> i'm actually concerned
[21:21:59]  <Luigi`> You obviously don't know how different people handle grief
[21:21:59]  <Maulsel> that you're still in grief
[21:22:31]  <Maulsel> ugh
[21:22:33]  <Maulsel> lool
[21:22:35]  <Maulsel> *look
[21:22:48]  <Maulsel> you seriously do need to get over this. i'm sorry about everything that happened
[21:22:54]  <Maulsel> but i think you need to accept it
[21:23:08]  <Luigi`> Oh, I accept it.
[21:23:18]  <Luigi`> He's in a box in my mom's room.
[21:23:25]  <Maulsel> .
[21:23:30]  <Maulsel> that's sad
[21:23:38]  <Maulsel> you guys didn't bury him?
[21:23:39]  <Maulsel> ...
[21:23:43]  <Luigi`> no.
[21:23:47]  <Luigi`> He's cremated
[21:24:03]  <Maulsel> oh
[21:25:06]  <Maulsel> x.x
[21:25:12]  <Maulsel> i feel sorry for you, i truly do
[21:25:19]  <Maulsel> but you need to learn how to handle the grief
[21:25:52]  <Luigi`> Not everyone can at the same pace.
[21:25:56]  <Luigi`> T_T
[21:25:59]  <Maulsel> x.x
[21:26:02]  <Maulsel> i understand that but
[21:26:19]  <Maulsel> you're handling it the wrong way
[21:26:26]  <Maulsel> instead of trying to make others feel guilty
[21:26:29]  <Maulsel> like you do
[21:26:34]  <Maulsel> find some other way to let it out
[21:27:09]  <Luigi`> Don't meantion death and I'll be okay.
[21:27:11]  <Luigi`> =/
[21:27:38]  <Maulsel> well unfortunately it's one of the topics that's sometimes discussed in there
[21:27:43]  <Maulsel> instead of going all ape over it
[21:27:48]  <Maulsel> find some other way to deal with it
[21:27:49]  <Maulsel> please
[21:28:20]  <Maff> Will, he did that just to "get back at me".
[21:28:27]  <Maff> For grossing him out.
[21:28:57]  <Maulsel> well then that's his problem
[21:29:04]  <Maulsel> you still don't need to get aggravated by it
[21:29:11]  <Maff> Will, he did that just to "get back at me".
[21:29:21]  <Maff> How am I not going to get aggravated?
[21:30:27]  <Maulsel> if you don't retaliate to it, then eventually they'll stop.
[21:30:35]  <Maulsel> that's the way it works in the real world
[21:30:56]  <Maff> ._.
[21:31:06]  <Maulsel> i'm gonna give it to you straight
[21:31:09]  <Maff> If someone directly insults you
[21:31:20]  <Maff> what do YOU do?
[21:31:25]  <Maulsel> ignore them
[21:31:39]  <Maff> What if they go on and on?
[21:31:49]  <Maulsel> tell someone else
[21:31:53]  <Maulsel> and have them ridicule them
[21:32:01]  <Maulsel> lol
[21:32:04]  <Maff> see, that's retaliating
[21:32:06]  <Maff> :P
[21:32:10]  <Maulsel> indirect though
[21:32:12]  <Maulsel> ;)
[21:32:16]  <Maff> XD
[21:33:42]  <Maff> Direct works just as well as indirect though imo.
[21:34:11]  <Maulsel> don't use direct
[21:34:15]  <Maulsel> cause then they'll keep doing it
[21:34:18]  <Maulsel> and that's not what you want
[21:34:34]  <Maff> hmm
[21:34:37]  <Maff> good point
[21:34:54]  <Maulsel> anyway
[21:35:04]  <Maulsel> in summary
[21:35:20]  <Maulsel> i'm sorry about everything that happened, but you need to learn to channel your anger into other things
[21:35:29]  <Maulsel> not people that care for you
[21:35:30]  <Maulsel> k?
[21:35:36]  <Maulsel> or about
[21:35:37]  <Maulsel> not for
[21:35:38]  <Maulsel> lol
[21:35:40]  <Maff> Tyler? Cared for me?
[21:35:48]  <Maulsel> dude everyone does
[21:35:52]  <Maff> :(
[21:35:54]  <Maulsel> whether they show it or not is different entirely
[21:35:58]  <Maulsel> but everyone feels sorry for you
[21:36:03]  <Maff> ok
[21:36:07]  <Maulsel> they may act like they don't to feel all macho and shit
[21:36:16]  <Maulsel> but deep down inside assholes are just as weepy as the rest of us ;)
[21:36:34]  <Maulsel> and when you're feeling better you're welcome to come back
[21:37:37]  <Maulsel> okay?
[21:37:41]  <Maff> ok