[23:23] Mikkel: ah don't do that..
[23:23] Donna: what?
[23:23] Donna: I'm sorry - I think I've had as much as I can take today. I spent most of the afternoon crying
[23:23] Donna: and i'm tired
[23:23] Mikkel: that thing you just did
[23:23] Mikkel: it's only a game :)
[23:24] Donna: what did I do now?
[23:24] Mikkel: got emotional :p
[23:24] Donna: leave?
[23:24] Donna: well, you know what?
[23:24] Donna: I'm a girl - we are emotional beings.  sorry but that's the way it is.
[23:25] Mikkel: yes, but you barely know me..
[23:25] Donna: don't worry, mikk - you're leaving anyway, so you're don'e with me and you won't have to deal with me at all.
[23:25] Mikkel: we have not even met.. I wish you wouldn't get down like that
[23:25] Mikkel: um, but I feel bad now
[23:25] Donna: so you think that meeting you on bz and on aim isn't "meeting" you?  
[23:25] Donna: you've told me stuff you havne't even told your closest friends in person
[23:26] Donna: and I've probably done the same
[23:26] Donna: I'm not trying to make you feel bad, I'm really not
[23:26] Donna: but I feel absolutely horrid
[23:26] Donna: it's not just you leaving either
[23:26] Mikkel: hmm, I don't really think of it as meeting someone
[23:26] Mikkel: hmm
[23:26] Donna: it's you and skit
[23:26] Donna: and you two, plus toki are really the reasons I'm here - whether you care to admit it or not
[23:26] Donna: anyway, just don't mind me
[23:27] Mikkel: uh
[23:27] Donna: you won't be seeing me anymore anyway, so it won't reallyt mattter
[23:27] Mikkel: uhhhh,,
[23:27] Donna: and I'm really hurt, and angry right now
[23:27] Mikkel: sry, I just don't understand it really..
[23:27] Donna: I know you don
[23:27] Donna: t
[23:28] Donna: maybe toki can explain it - I don't know.  He spent about 3 hours today trying to talk to me
[23:28] Donna: but really
[23:28] Donna: you have much to deal with
[23:28] Donna: you don't need me
[23:28] Mikkel: umm
[23:28] Donna: (welcome to the world of women)
[23:29] Mikkel: I've lived with women :) I don't know if the generalization stands true ;)
[23:29] Donna: okay, welcome to the world of emotional women - whatever
[23:29] Mikkel: he
[23:30] Donna: anyway, I'm very sorry for making you feel bad
[23:30] Donna: I should have just left when I saw you
[23:30] Mikkel: umm don't be
[23:30] Donna: I knew I wasn't feeling up to this
[23:30] Mikkel: but it is only a game.. I try to keep in perspective
[23:30] Donna: I doubt it will make you feel better, but I did the same thing to Skitty.  
[23:30] Donna: that's just it
[23:30] Donna: bz is a game
[23:30] Donna: you are not
[23:30] Donna: you are a human being
[23:30] Donna: as am I
[23:31] Mikkel: and we've only interacted through the game..
[23:31] Donna: that's why everytime someone tried to criticize you I jumped on it
[23:31] Mikkel: it's very very different, at least to me
[23:31] Donna: and why I have defended you and skit and toki and molez and whoever
[23:31] Donna: yes, well,
[23:31] Donna: we are different people
[23:31] Mikkel: and yes, I do the same for others
[23:33] Donna: well, I will be thinking of you and praying for you (yes, I did say praying for you even though I know you could care less) long after you've forgotten that I exist.  For me, I met two really great guys in the game that won't be around anymore
[23:33] Mikkel: yes, and it was nice meeting you.. your very nice, and a really good person
[23:33] Mikkel: and it's been fun
[23:33] Donna: yes it was
[23:33] Donna: I wish you all the best
[23:34] Mikkel: same to you
[23:34] Mikkel: and I may be on AIM for a few days now and then
[23:34] Donna: well, I'll leave it to you whether you feel like saying hi.  I don't want you to feel any pressure from your former bz-life
[23:35] Mikkel: hmm k
[23:35] Donna: sigh
[23:35] Donna: Mikk?
[23:35] Mikkel: yes?
[23:36] Donna: I'm really sorry.  It's not right of me to try and lay a guilt trip on you. In fact, it's not your fault for the way I'm feeling.  I guess I am just angry and confused and you were the closest target.  Will you please forgive me?
[23:36] Mikkel: of course :)
[23:37] Donna: Thank you.  And truly, enjoy the changes.  
[23:37] Mikkel: will try to :)
[23:37] Donna: I really will be praying for you and your happiness.
[23:37] Mikkel: ty :)
[23:37] Donna: (as I have been all along, btw)