look at me, i see shes pulling away somehow leaving me here, i deserve it, i know it, looking down i see the despiration led me here i see the lack of a platform beneath my feet hanging by my hands, fingers slipping grasping for that last chance, i'm reaching out to her i see my fate, either way i'll be living without the ability to respirate shes making up her mind, not bothering to ask me about mine it's been a ruinous state of disorder we've been wasting our time engaging in aimless activites pointless we've become moving on, theres a sun rising perhaps i should notice it, a new day dawning, something to look forward to but i'm still hanging, i don't think i'm going anywhere i'm stuck here in the air, i'm not coming down soon i'm in the middle of a sandstorm trying to unlodge my fingers from where they are holding tight it's blowing in my face, making me die without grace i wish everyone could just ignore me, forget about me i'd rather be a shadow when comes down to it, i don't want anyone to remember me, i want to move on as if i never stopped by you'll see it'll come one day sending me away, leaving you all behind me