(2:35:34 PM) artemisf0w1: but then why didnt you isntall false hope (2:35:42 PM) artemisf0w1: you should have at least told me that i just cant love you no more (2:35:55 PM) artemisf0w1: did you think it was going to hurt me if you said something like that? (2:38:42 PM) artemisf0w1: ? (2:38:50 PM) artemisf0w1: you should have told me that you cant love me cause of my past (2:39:05 PM) artemisf0w1: at least i would understand (2:39:12 PM) artemisf0w1: then i wouldnt be like where i am today (2:41:46 PM) Shiratiee: No I just realized that it wouldn't work a couple of days ago (2:42:17 PM) Shiratiee: So...=/ (2:42:26 PM) Shiratiee: I hope u understand? (2:42:32 PM) Shiratiee: , (2:42:41 PM) Shiratiee: :[ (2:43:07 PM) artemisf0w1: you should ahve told me a couple of days ago (2:43:19 PM) artemisf0w1: cause man i really like wouldnt have overreacted (2:43:20 PM) artemisf0w1: or died (2:43:30 PM) artemisf0w1: with the stuff you were saying to me (2:43:31 PM) artemisf0w1: man (2:43:34 PM) artemisf0w1: it hurt me like crazy (2:43:47 PM) artemisf0w1: and i get it, i know iw as a bitch and an ass and all numerous things in the past (2:43:54 PM) Shiratiee: Sorry. (2:43:56 PM) artemisf0w1: but you knew for a fact that if you started telling me about this guy (2:44:01 PM) artemisf0w1: you knew i was gonna get hurt (2:44:06 PM) artemisf0w1: cause you knew I LOVE YOU (2:44:19 PM) Shiratiee: U just told me u didnt (2:44:27 PM) Shiratiee: lol (2:44:42 PM) artemisf0w1: what the, i still do, i cant forget that easily, if i could, i would have already (2:44:46 PM) artemisf0w1: but i still love you dont i? (2:44:55 PM) artemisf0w1: but i dont get why wont you give me a chance to repent/make up (2:44:57 PM) Shiratiee: I dunno do u (2:45:41 PM) artemisf0w1: I LOVE YOU (2:45:47 PM) artemisf0w1: I wish i could say it a 100 times (2:45:50 PM) artemisf0w1: and im sorry for all that i've done (2:46:00 PM) artemisf0w1: i want to repent (2:46:04 PM) artemisf0w1: i want to make up (2:46:06 PM) Shiratiee: Because...I don't give 100 chances..that pain was 2 much 2 take in and plus I had other shit going on and it took a terrible toll on me (2:46:18 PM) artemisf0w1: so you wont give me another chance? (2:46:45 PM) Shiratiee: Right now..I'm with someone and I won't cheat on him (2:46:53 PM) artemisf0w1: no i didnt say that (2:47:01 PM) Shiratiee: If its destiny then... (2:47:21 PM) Shiratiee: Maybe in the future.. (2:47:28 PM) artemisf0w1: so think about it this way, if this guy didnt exist, then would you give me another chance? (2:47:51 PM) Shiratiee: I don't know (2:48:04 PM) artemisf0w1: ... (2:48:10 PM) artemisf0w1: okay i hate arguing like this (2:48:14 PM) artemisf0w1: but i just felt crushed (2:48:17 PM) artemisf0w1: after what you said yesterday (2:48:22 PM) artemisf0w1: especialyl about the makeout + (2:48:26 PM) artemisf0w1: so yeah (2:48:29 PM) artemisf0w1: burned a hole in me (2:48:43 PM) artemisf0w1: but of course you probably think im just joking about half the shit im saying (2:48:44 PM) artemisf0w1: so yeah (2:48:58 PM) Shiratiee: Rofl sorry I didn't think about how u could have felt... (2:49:06 PM) artemisf0w1: WHAT. (2:49:10 PM) artemisf0w1: ugh (2:49:18 PM) artemisf0w1: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU COULDNT THINK (2:49:20 PM) Shiratiee: Lmao (2:49:29 PM) artemisf0w1: i mean if i could do the same thing to you, dont you think you were doing the exact thing back to me (2:49:46 PM) Shiratiee: I really didn't think u wud care (2:49:57 PM) artemisf0w1: just like you really though i Didn't love you (2:50:22 PM) Shiratiee: I felt..deprived of emotions (2:50:24 PM) artemisf0w1: thought* (2:50:32 PM) artemisf0w1: I feel deprived of life (2:50:40 PM) artemisf0w1: I felt like jumping off a bridge yesterday (2:50:45 PM) artemisf0w1: i wanted to explode and break my tv (2:50:51 PM) artemisf0w1: you dont know how much angry, sadness, and pain i was in (2:51:35 PM) Shiratiee: =( all u ever said was u loved me ..but I never felt loved by u (2:51:46 PM) artemisf0w1: Really? (2:51:59 PM) artemisf0w1: well you should have said that I just can't love you (2:52:01 PM) artemisf0w1: you just should have said (2:52:05 PM) artemisf0w1: look lets have a truce (2:52:31 PM) artemisf0w1: I'll still love you, but I won't mention it, and you do as you please in life, and i won't criticise and say stupid shit (2:52:46 PM) Shiratiee: Thankss (2:52:54 PM) artemisf0w1: And you do the same, not to criticize who i like or who my friends are (2:52:58 PM) artemisf0w1: and let me do as i please in life (2:53:17 PM) Shiratiee: -_- I wont (2:53:20 PM) artemisf0w1: the rest, i guess i can let destiny control (2:53:26 PM) Shiratiee: =P (2:53:45 PM) artemisf0w1: we were both at fault here so i cant say much (2:53:49 PM) artemisf0w1: but it feels so good i got it out (2:53:50 PM) artemisf0w1: so yeah (2:53:56 PM) artemisf0w1: i can scream to the heavens thank you! (2:53:59 PM) artemisf0w1: :P (2:54:50 PM) artemisf0w1: Okay (2:54:55 PM) artemisf0w1: so truce right? (2:58:13 PM) Shiratiee: Lmao (2:58:19 PM) Shiratiee: Wtf its not myyy fault at all (2:58:24 PM) Shiratiee: Truce :] (2:58:33 PM) artemisf0w1: hey, half was your fault (2:58:39 PM) Shiratiee: Nooo (2:58:39 PM) artemisf0w1: dont say none of it was your fault (2:58:44 PM) Shiratiee: How!? (2:58:49 PM) Shiratiee: Lmao (2:58:50 PM) artemisf0w1: (2:49:46 PM) Shiratiee: I really didn't think u wud care (2:58:54 PM) artemisf0w1: that was your fault (2:59:07 PM) artemisf0w1: for shoving something in my face that you should have known would have hurt (3:00:17 PM) Shiratiee: Lmfao ok (3:00:24 PM) Shiratiee: :] (3:00:28 PM) artemisf0w1: ...you dont believe me do you. (3:00:47 PM) Shiratiee: :] (3:01:00 PM) artemisf0w1: ...yeah, you dont, you still think all of this is my fault (3:01:32 PM) Shiratiee: Nahh (3:01:36 PM) artemisf0w1: then? (3:01:43 PM) artemisf0w1: do you at least believe that half of it was your fault (3:01:45 PM) artemisf0w1: and half was mine? (3:01:53 PM) artemisf0w1: or do you think it was all my fault that this happened? (3:02:01 PM) Shiratiee: 1/4 was mine (3:02:07 PM) Shiratiee: :P (3:02:08 PM) artemisf0w1: o.0 (3:02:14 PM) Shiratiee: Lmao (3:02:17 PM) artemisf0w1: no (3:02:18 PM) artemisf0w1: 1/2 (3:02:18 PM) Shiratiee: Woooo (3:02:24 PM) Shiratiee: So higghh (3:02:29 PM) Shiratiee: Nooo (3:02:34 PM) Shiratiee: I refuse (3:02:39 PM) Shiratiee: :P (3:02:52 PM) artemisf0w1: WHAT THE! (3:02:53 PM) artemisf0w1: NO (3:02:55 PM) artemisf0w1: NO REFUSE! (3:02:58 PM) artemisf0w1: 1/2 your fault! (3:03:03 PM) Shiratiee: Noooooo (3:03:07 PM) artemisf0w1: yes! (3:03:07 PM) Shiratiee: Nevverrrr (3:03:11 PM) artemisf0w1: FOREVER!!!! (3:03:16 PM) Shiratiee: Nnnnnno (3:03:22 PM) Shiratiee: Nuuuuuu (3:03:27 PM) Shiratiee: Naaaaaaa (3:03:32 PM) Shiratiee: Nahhhiiii (3:03:35 PM) artemisf0w1: yes! ah w/e at least we both agree that it was both our faults (3:03:36 PM) artemisf0w1: right? (3:03:43 PM) Shiratiee: No (3:03:49 PM) Shiratiee: Yes (3:03:51 PM) artemisf0w1: what. wait what? (3:03:53 PM) Shiratiee: :] (3:03:57 PM) artemisf0w1: you agree that some of it was your fault (3:04:00 PM) artemisf0w1: and some of it was my fault (3:04:01 PM) artemisf0w1: right? (3:04:02 PM) Shiratiee: Yes (3:04:09 PM) Shiratiee: Some...most! (3:04:15 PM) Shiratiee: Lmao (3:04:20 PM) Shiratiee: Weeeee (3:04:27 PM) artemisf0w1: o.0 apparently your high (3:04:30 PM) artemisf0w1: so i guess ill talk to you later (3:04:41 PM) Shiratiee: Nuuu (3:04:43 PM) artemisf0w1: then! (3:04:44 PM) artemisf0w1: OMG (3:04:47 PM) artemisf0w1: gods (3:04:49 PM) artemisf0w1: godz* (3:04:50 PM) Shiratiee: Ok :]