2[022:23p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 ofcourse ;p; 02[022:24p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 hmm 02[022:24p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 whatever me and u talk about 02[022:24p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 promise u wont tell ne one else? 02[022:24p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 NO MATTER WHAT? 02[022:24p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 i promise 02[022:25p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 mmk 02[022:25p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 ;p 02[022:25p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 r u gonna break up with patrick? 02[022:26p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 nooo.. i dont know 02[022:26p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 i dont want to. 02[022:26p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 then dont 02[022:26p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 he loves u 02[022:26p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 alot 02[022:26p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 heve told you everything, i guess? 02[022:26p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 yea 02[022:27p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 already thought so ;p 02[022:27p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 you know, the problem is 02[022:27p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 mmm 02[022:27p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 omg, i dont know how to explain ;p 02[022:27p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 try 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 ok look, he lives in a place which is not really close to where i live 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 so thats 1. 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 then, he's sick right now. 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 So that makes it harder to be with you 2[022:28p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 mmk 2[022:31p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 but he was here.. and that meant a lot to me 02[022:31p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 :) 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 exactly 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 see, times may get bad 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 or hell, they may get the worst u think they will ever get 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 but if u stick through those times, he will help u through em 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 u gotta have faith 02[022:32p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 believe in urself, as well as believe in him 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 I will... :) 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 But, you know 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 its really hard 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 because 4 months ago 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 i saw him every week 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 and now i dont even see him every month 02[022:32p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 and thats.. i dont know, hard to explain how much it hurts 02[022:33p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 cus it really does. 02[022:33p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 i kno sis 02[022:33p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 I love him, I really really do 02[022:33p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 and I don't want to live without him, cause he's the most precious thing ive ever had in my life. 02[022:34p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 then 02[022:34p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 those exact words 02[022:34p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 NEVER EVER forget 02[022:34p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 and never break up with him 02[022:35p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 ok? 02[022:36p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 I cant promise you i will never break up with him, but ill do everything for him to make him feel... loved. To let him know I want to make the best of what weve got, cause i really want to.. 2[022:36p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 ok 02[022:36p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 do u promise u will do ur best through hard times to stay with him? 02[022:36p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 ye, i do. 02[022:37p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 mkm 02[022:37p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 btw ik hou van jou sis 02[022:38p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 :p u do? 02[022:39p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 yes 02[022:39p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 ur like ma real sister ;p [14:39] :p ok, thats really cool :d 11(13 14:41:59 11) 11(12 0Joosziej 11) I like you, [B]randon ^^ 11(13 14:42:10 11) 11(13 13[B]randon 11) as a brother right? 11(13 14:42:26 11) 11(12 0Joosziej 11) Ye, or as just a friend ;p 02[022:28p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 but i got a question 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 i dont have the time and the money to go to him every week you know 02[022:28p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 ye? 02[022:28p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 do u love him? 02[022:29p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 Ya. I really, really do. 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 then, dont break up with him 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 ur still teenagers 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 i was talking with him the other day 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 about when i graduate my mom said i could visit u guys in the NL 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 and i asked patrick 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 i said, when i come to the NL ur not gonna be on the computer 02[022:29p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 and he said, no i know im not gonna be on the computer, im gonna be happy living with josine, spending time with her. 02[022:30p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 hes 17, he cant move out on his own yet, when he can i promise u, ur the first person hes going too 02[022:30p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 :) 02[022:30p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 i know.. 02[022:30p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 so, if u really love him 02[022:30p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 hes been here, on my birthday 02[022:30p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 exactly 02[022:30p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 2 weeks ago 02[022:30p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 he rly rly rly rly rly rly loves u 02[022:30p] 11[211212Joosziej11]11 and he was really sick 02[022:30p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 because he cares about u. 02[022:31p] 11[211[B]randon11]11 and would go to u even if he was dieing.