Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 20:22:21 2007 [20:22] sainticussupreme: heya Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 20:33:57 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 20:57:21 2007 [20:57] xoexoticdreamzox: hiiiiiiiii [20:57] xoexoticdreamzox: hihihihihi [20:57] xoexoticdreamzox: [21:00] xoexoticdreamzox: Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:06:51 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:07:02 2007 [21:07] xoexoticdreamzox: Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:09:01 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:10:48 2007 [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: talk please [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: dont take my life away from me [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: please dont let this just go without even talking to me [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: more than i need myself [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: please try n talk to me n work this out with me [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: i know you love me [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: i know i love you [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: you're my world [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: my everything [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: the only thing i care about [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: before i met u i had given up [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: but u gave me hope [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: u gave me happiness [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: i need that [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: please [21:15] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:16:13 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:21:36 2007 [21:21] xoexoticdreamzox: Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:21:55 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 21:24:08 2007 [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please talk to me dont just wealk away [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel please [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: find it in your heart [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please hear my side [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: i would never hurt you on purpose [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: and i never cheated on u [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please take that into consideration [21:24] sainticussupreme: if you needed me so much you would had called me back when you said you were going to the other day [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: dont destroy our love [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: dont erase it [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: i was puking [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: and really sick [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: can i please call u now [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: not to mention [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: the phone card is empty [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: so i couldnt [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: so please let me call u now [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: please [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: i have no money and no calling card [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: but i can call u for a bit [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: so please let me [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [21:26] *** You have been disconnected. Sun Nov 25 21:26:10 2007. [21:32] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Sun Nov 25 21:32:13 2007. [21:32] sainticussupreme: we will talk about this later today, i have to go lay down for work in the morning..i get up at 4am [21:32] sainticussupreme: laterz [21:32] xoexoticdreamzox: joelybear ;\ [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: can i call u atleast for 10 mins [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: just 10 minutes i promise [21:33] sainticussupreme: my grandma is on the phone like i said [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: dont leave me.. [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: i never cheated [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been 100% faithful [21:33] sainticussupreme: i never said you cheated on me [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: then why did you change your myspace [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: why are you so mad at me [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: you make me so happy [21:34] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [21:34] sainticussupreme: because for one you weren't honest about your age before..and now you were keeping this from me, there have been other oppurtunities when we were on the phone that you could had brought this up [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u with all my heart [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: i didnt know until two weeks ago [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: we only talked once since then [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: n i was sick [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: its not something ive kept all along [21:35] sainticussupreme: yeah well, we will talk about it later today, i have to go to bed so i can get up at 4am [21:35] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: just promise me we can work this out [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [21:36] sainticussupreme: im not going to make a promise i can't keep, im not going to raise someone elses baby [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: i miscarried [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: im not pregnant [21:37] xoexoticdreamzox: theres not going to be someone elses baby to raise [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: i want to spend my life with you... no one else.. [21:38] sainticussupreme: anyways, like i said, i have to be up early in the morning and i dont have the time or energy to go into this any further...yeah well, sick or not, that's kinda something that needs to be discussed right away [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [21:39] xoexoticdreamzox: i was scared [21:40] xoexoticdreamzox: please dont destroy what we have [21:40] sainticussupreme: i dont even think you were going to bring it up until you found out i knew about it...you could had at least called me first thing or emailed or left me a message on here for me to get when i logged in about what happened, but nah, everyone was saying you were all like "lol, I might be preggo" [21:40] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:41] xoexoticdreamzox: i swear to you on my dying mothers life [21:41] xoexoticdreamzox: i was about to tell u when u mentioned it [21:41] sainticussupreme: you told them you might be pregnant and then you just told me you had a miscarriage, so which is? [21:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i did have a miscarriage [21:42] xoexoticdreamzox: whoever pasted you the logs added the lol to begin with. [21:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i was crying 24 hours a day. [21:42] xoexoticdreamzox: and i miscarried it early on but did not bleed out [21:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i had to have pills to make the bleeding start [21:43] sainticussupreme: the logs of when this was discussed was on halloween and we've talked since then [21:44] sainticussupreme: so you coulda just brought it up when we were on the phone [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: who pasted you the logs [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: theyre full of shit [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: and altering shit [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: obviously trying to break us up [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i never even came online on halloween night to start. [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: cjay was getting her tattoo [21:45] xoexoticdreamzox: we were at crystal blade late [21:45] xoexoticdreamzox: so obviously someones trying to break us up [21:45] xoexoticdreamzox: and you're letting them [21:45] sainticussupreme: nah, im not letting anyone talk me into anything [21:46] xoexoticdreamzox: then dont leave me [21:46] xoexoticdreamzox: its not like im pregnant still and going to have a kid that isnt yours [21:46] xoexoticdreamzox: is your grandmother still on the phone [21:46] xoexoticdreamzox: -_- [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: akill 's ex-girlfriend might be pregnant. [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: im not your ex girlfriend [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: we aren't broken up [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: this is all ridiculous joel [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: u love me [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: and i love u [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: more than anything [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: so wtf is this happening for? [21:47] xoexoticdreamzox: a bunch of internet kids bullshit? [21:48 sainticussupreme: nah, i just dont know what to believe from you anymore [21:48] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:48] xoexoticdreamzox: let me call u [21:48] xoexoticdreamzox: so we can talk [21:48] xoexoticdreamzox: so its not just words on a screen [21:48] sainticussupreme: no, my grandma is on the phone with my cousin who just gave birth last week [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: then atleast forgive me [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: and fix your myspace [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont want to lose you [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u joel [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: please forgive me [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: be with me [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: ive never cheated on u [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: i would never intentionally hurt you [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been saving money to be able to start my life with u [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: im obviously more sincere than any of your ex gfs [21:49] xoexoticdreamzox: so please dont let tihs go [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: dont seperate our lives apart so we have to live them away from each other [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i want to be with you forever [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: you're my soulmate [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont want to be with anyone else [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: no one has ever made me as happy as you do [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: n if u didnt want to be with me u wouldnt still be here [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: the only thing in this world i look forward to is the day i can look you in the eyes in person and tell you i love you [21:51] sainticussupreme: yeah, well when you were out taking ecstacy and thought you had taken a bad one, i guess you were just "too sick" to call me then too [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: are you not listening [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: my calling card was empty [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: i had no way to call u [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: no money [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: or i would have called u like i said i would [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: please forgive me [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i want to spend my life with you [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never keep anything from you again from this day forth [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: no matter what it be [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise [21:53] sainticussupreme: heh, you could care two shits less about me as well..talking about you and phreek are back to being friends again knowing how i feel about him and the fact he's your ex...but yet im not allowed to be friends with any of your friends that you dislike now [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: then i wont takl to him [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: ill block him [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: and [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: not to mention [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: me and chris made up [21:54] xoexoticdreamzox: but if u dont want me to talk to phreek anymore ill block him n never takl to him again i promise [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: ill start taking how you feel further into consideration from now on like i should have been all along [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: ill do anything to be with u [21:55] sainticussupreme: i think it's a little too late for that, you obviously didn''t take my feelings into consideration when you tried to be buddy/buddy with phreek again [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: ill block him right now. [21:55] sainticussupreme: too late [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: nope [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: im blocking him [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: done [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: if u didnt care this convo wouldnt be going on [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: give me a chance joel [21:56] sainticussupreme: i can't be with you anymore because of how you did that to me..especially after the big scene i made over him being on your facebook [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: joel.. [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: be with me [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: we love each other [21:57] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never freak out no matter who your friends are again [21:57] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise [21:58] xoexoticdreamzox: give me a chance to change [21:58] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [21:59] xoexoticdreamzox:ill do anything to make this work joel [21:59] sainticussupreme: it's not about that, it's about the fact that there was always a big leap of faith i had to take with how many guy friends you had and then you always wanted to keep your exes as online friends..but when i told you i didn't appreciate you still being friends with phreek on facebook you threw it up in my face and we got into an argument about it...then you go and tell me the other day how you two are back to being friends again [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: then i wont talk to ex's [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: im willing to do anything to make this work joel [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: anything [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: they dont mean anytihng to me [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: u do [22:00] sainticussupreme: you had your chance and you just couldn't resist the attention from other guys [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont care about them [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i care about u [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: ill stop talking to them all [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: anything to keep u [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [22:01] sainticussupreme: you care more about them then you do me or you wouldn't had kept on trying to be buddy/buddy with phreek and still talking to him even when i told you i had a problem with it [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: hes blocked [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never talk to him again [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i didnt stop before [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: im done talking to him [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: im done talking to all my ex's [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: im done trying to be their friends [22:02] sainticussupreme: yeah well that's what you said when we first got together [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise you [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i want to spend my life with you [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: my life with you is more important than talking to those losers [22:03] sainticussupreme: im tired of empty promises, i dont deserve to have my feelings trampled on when the only reason i have stayed single is because of the way i was treated in the past and you did me almost the same way...to an extent [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: joel... [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: give me one more chance... [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never fuck up again [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont takl to ex's [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont freak out at you over stupid shit [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont keep anything from you ever [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: just dont let this go [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: dont let me go [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: dont let me lose you [22:04] sainticussupreme: im not letting you lose anything, your own actions did it [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: give me a chance [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: find it in your heart [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont make the same mistakes again [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise you i wont [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry for the things i did that hurt you [22:05] sainticussupreme: you've already made the same mistakes twice [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: i honestly and sincerely are [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [22:06] xoexoticdreamzox: find it in your heart to stay by my side [22:06] xoexoticdreamzox: please joely :( [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never fuck up again if u stay with me [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i hurt you [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: im fucking sorry [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: just please dont leave me [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i took you for granted [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i hurt you [22:07] xoexoticdreamzox: just please give me a chance to show you i can change [22:08] sainticussupreme: those are empty words, the other day you were just bitching at me because i wouldn't ditch someone that i considered a friend...now look you are back being friends with the again and now i look like a jackass [22:08] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:09] xoexoticdreamzox: ill stop doing stupid things like that [22:09] xoexoticdreamzox: i know you dont deserve that [22:09] xoexoticdreamzox: i was just scared you'd leave me because of things they were saying ;\ [22:09] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry [22:09] xoexoticdreamzox: please believe im sorry [22:11] sainticussupreme: you try to control me and you think that this whole relationship is about how im supposed to do any and everything to keep you wanting to be with me and that i don't matter...and i just can't be in a relationship like that..im not prepared to invest my life into someone who doesn't feel like they have to give 50% to keep me around as well [22:11] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:11] xoexoticdreamzox: ill stop doing that shit [22:11] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise you [22:11] xoexoticdreamzox: just give me a chance [22:12] xoexoticdreamzox: ill stop being selfish and ill look at this as a partnership from this day forth and ill stop doing all the stupid bullshit ive been doing [22:13] sainticussupreme: i told you that i had to get in bed for work in the morning and what did you do... [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: because joel [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont sleep without u [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont sleep with those horrible things on your myspace [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont sleep without us being together [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: i cant work without us being together [22:14] xoexoticdreamzox: my life has no functionality without us [22:15] sainticussupreme: you were thinking more about your satisfaction then mine, this is the first day of my brand new job and i have to be well rested and you wont even let me get any rest..yet you are sitting here telling me you won't be selfish [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: joel... [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: im scared to live life without you.. [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: all i want is to know we're still together and we can work this out [22:16] sainticussupreme: i can't tell you that because you keeping me as the last to know alot of things has really pushed me away [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: ill never do it again [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: just believe me please [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: ive learned my lesson joel [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: :( please [22:17] sainticussupreme: i dont know [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: dont do this [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: i know i fucked up [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: but please dont do this [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you with all my heart [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: and ill start showing it more [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: and im willing to change for you.. and do better... for both of us.. so we can both be happy together.. and live our lives together [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: please give me one last chance to prove it [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: joel please [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: im done talking to phreek to anyone else like that [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise you [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: anything else that happens... youll be the first to know.. [22:22] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i disrespected you [22:22] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i hurt you [22:23] xoexoticdreamzox: just give me this one last chance [22:23] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:23] xoexoticdreamzox: talk to me :( [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: talk to me [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: im done doing things that you dont like [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: just please [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: talk to me [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: forgive me [22:24] xoexoticdreamzox: be with me Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Sun Nov 25 22:28:28 2007 [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: joely :( [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: talk to me [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: forgive me [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: love me :( [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: sigh [2:33] xoexoticdreamzox: i guess im destined to be miserable [22:34] xoexoticdreamzox: joel please :( [22:38] sainticussupreme: yeah well, you might love me and i might love you, but we've had this same discussion several times and every other time you treat me like shit about it..like telling me how childish and immature i'm being and other things of that nature..but what do you do, you go back to still being involved with the exes....so, it seems like you were given other chances to change, but you just shrugged them off as you were going to do what you wanted to regardless and if i didn't like it that i could just break up with you [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: joel..... [22:39] sainticussupreme: i gave you plenty of chances [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry i did all that shit... [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: find it in your heart to give me a chance this one last time [22:40] sainticussupreme: it's just going to be the same thing over again [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: it wont be [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: please just give me a chance to show you [22:40] sainticussupreme: because you crave attention from other men and you just can't help it..i don't blame you for it [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: no i dont [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: i crave your love and your attention [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: without it ill die [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont care about them [22:41] sainticussupreme: i dont believe that because you knew how i felt about you talking with phreek..if you loved me so much you woulda stopped talking to him all together, but you didn't [22:41] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:41] xoexoticdreamzox: i did [22:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i havent really been takling to him since that night [22:42] xoexoticdreamzox: that u told m that [22:42] sainticussupreme: yeah, then why did you only moments ago block him...oh yeah, that's right, you don't block or remove ex-boyfriends [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: hes the only ex i had on my msn [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: and he's now blocked n deleted [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: one last chance please :( [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: i cant handle being without u [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont wanna stay up all night crying [22:43] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont want to live life without u [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: just give me one last chance [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont fuck it up [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise u i wont [22:44] sainticussupreme: should have thought about that before you disregarding my feelings [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:44] sainticussupreme: no [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: one last chance [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: please baby [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: just please [22:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont disregard your feelings ever again i promise [22:45] xoexoticdreamzox: just please [22:45] xoexoticdreamzox: give me this one last chance [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: joel please :( [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: joely :( [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: one last chance please [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont fuck it up [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont make mistakes [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont disrespect you [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: please :( [22:53] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:53] *** Your previous message has not been sent. Reason: Maximum length (800) exceeded. You can recall the last message typed with Ctrl-Up or Up, depending on settings. [22:54] sainticussupreme: it makes it hard for me to see any sincerity in what you say when i've about been in tears over how you make me feel like i'm just never enough for you, like how you always, always, always gotta bring up other guys names while we are talking, or talk to other guys on irc when we are on the phone or even buddy up with guys that obviously want a relationship with you..it's like I alone am not enough to fulfill you because you always seem to find a way to talk about other men when we are trying to communicate with one another... [22:54] sainticssupreme: now here's this thing with phreek when i already am having to deal with these other things that im not so sure about regarding the other men in your life..then me being the last to know about this baby thing...seems like if you didn't have money for a phone card that you could had least borrowed change from someone and used a payphone to call your boyfriend and discuss something as important as that [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: im sorry [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i fucked up [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i made mistakes [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: just please forgive me [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont want to fight with u [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont want to lose u [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: my lifes empty without u [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: it costs $2 for a minute on a payphone to where u live [22:56] sainticussupreme: yeah well, i just think it's all too late, i think you had in your mind that you could treat me however you wanted because you considered me as whipped and you know I care a whole lot more about where my life is going then to be with someone and invest time into someone that's just going to treat me this way [22:56] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: one last chance please [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: just one more [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: im begging [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: if i could get on my knees and beg i would [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: find it in your heart to give me one last chance [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: ill stop being so stupid :( [22:58] sainticussupreme: i found it in my heart to give you alot of chances but you never took me seriously because you considered me to whipped to leave you [22:58] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [22:58] xoexoticdreamzox: please [22:58] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont fuck up ever again [22:58] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: joely please :( [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: ill change i promise [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: please [23:01] sainticussupreme: i dont know if i have it in me, i feel like i've already put up with so much [23:01] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [23:01] xoexoticdreamzox: please [23:01] xoexoticdreamzox: this last time [23:01] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont do those stupid things anymore i promise :( [23:02] sainticussupreme: i just dont think this can work out [23:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i do [23:02] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:02] xoexoticdreamzox: please joely [23:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u with all my heart [23:04] sainticussupreme: you were so set on calling me earlier, yet where was that neccessity to call me when i was sitting here waiting for your call for the longest time, i walkee 6 miles to leave my number for you..one minute you tell me you are too sick to call the next i hear someone telling me you ate some bad ecstacy at a party [23:05] xoexoticdreamzox: i wasnt at some party first of all. [23:05] xoexoticdreamzox: i took it cuz cjay talked me into it second of all [23:05] xoexoticdreamzox: n trust me it was the biggest mistake of my life [23:06] xoexoticdreamzox: i puked 10 times [23:06] xoexoticdreamzox: n all i wanted was u threw all of it [23:09] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:10] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:14] xoexoticdreamzox: sigh [23:15] sainticussupreme: yeah, i have to get up at 4am and it's already 11:15pm [23:15] xoexoticdreamzox: then forgive me n we can both go to bed :( [23:16] sainticussupreme: that's not how forgiveness works [23:16] xoexoticdreamzox: i need u [23:16] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:19] sainticussupreme: only thing i can say is that i can forgive you, but i don't know if after what's been done that we can be together anymore [23:19] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [23:19] xoexoticdreamzox: we can [23:26] sainticussupreme: goodnight [23:26] xoexoticdreamzox: :< [23:32] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Mon Nov 26 00:22:19 2007 [00:22] xoexoticdreamzox: :< [Offline Messge (Mon Nov 26 00:22:19 2007)] [00:22] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [00:23] sainticussupreme: power adapter fell out of my laptop [00:23] xoexoticdreamzox: can u please give me another chance im exhausted n im upset [00:24] sainticussupreme: yeah, you think you are, i'm starting a brand new job today and i gotta be up in 3.5 hours and i kept asking you for time [00:24] xoexoticdreamzox: but i love u n i wanna be with u [00:24] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel [00:24] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont sleep at all tonight if we aren't together [00:25] sainticussupreme: you can't even set aside your own needs for mine knowing that i got this brand new job i gotta start in a few more hours [00:25] xoexoticdreamzox: whys it so easy for u to sleep while we aren't together [00:26] sainticussupreme: so that just tells me that you still just want everything to be abouyt you [00:26] xoexoticdreamzox: no [00:26] xoexoticdreamzox: its just one of the most pain ful things in my life n it seems to not be effecting u [00:26] sainticussupreme: because you'r actions are making it easy for me to fall out of love with you [00:26] xoexoticdreamzox: you're not even considering my well-being [00:26] xoexoticdreamzox: i havent really done anything [00:26] xoexoticdreamzox: im the only woman who hasnt cheated on u [00:27] xoexoticdreamzox: im fucking faithful [00:27] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u more than anything [00:27] xoexoticdreamzox: i hsould have been asleep hours ago [00:27] xoexoticdreamzox: but instead i stayed up to make an ass of myself n beg u [00:27] sainticussupreme: yes and i stayed up and listened to it [00:27] sainticussupreme: even tho i gotta be up in a few hours [00:28] xoexoticdreamzox: then find it in your heart to give me a second chance so we can both go to bed happy :( [00:28] sainticussupreme: how am i supposed to give you a second chance when i feel like i don't feel the same for you [00:28] xoexoticdreamzox: you're just mad right now joel [00:28] xoexoticdreamzox: please [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: give me another chance [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u so much [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: please [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [00:29] sainticussupreme: if i said yes it wouldn't be because it was what was in my heart [00:29] sainticussupreme: and that's why i needed time to sleep on it [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: if u love me it is whats in your heart joel [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont physically sleep [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: ill be dead by morning [00:30] xoexoticdreamzox: how is this u loving me joel [00:30] xoexoticdreamzox: i cant handle being without u [00:30] xoexoticdreamzox: im the only woman thats been faithful to u ever [00:30] xoexoticdreamzox: u should be able to forgive me for what ive done [00:30] sainticussupreme: and how is you talking to your exes after i told you i didn't like that showing love and respect for me [00:30] sainticussupreme: it's not [00:30] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont talk to any of my ex's [00:31] xoexoticdreamzox: i made peace with him n we never talk [00:31] xoexoticdreamzox: so hows that talking to him [00:31] xoexoticdreamzox: besides i blocked him [00:32] sainticussupreme: i could care less if you hated him for the rest of your life, but when i said stop fucking talking to him i meant stop fucking talking to him and you didnt [00:32] xoexoticdreamzox: so it shouldnt be so hard for u to give me a chance joel if im willing to stop talking to him or any of my ex's [00:32] xoexoticdreamzox: I DID STOP TALKING TO HIM [00:32] xoexoticdreamzox: thats one thing you NEVER bothered to ask [00:32] xoexoticdreamzox: i havent TALKED to him SINCE THEN [00:32] xoexoticdreamzox: he/s talked to me and i havent ANSWERED him [00:33] xoexoticdreamzox: clayton alienated u n i stopped being his friend for fuck sakes [00:33] xoexoticdreamzox: what else do u want from me joel [00:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been begging u [00:33] xoexoticdreamzox: uve let me beg like some piece of shit [00:33] xoexoticdreamzox: and that hasnt proved to u how much i love u [00:33] sainicussupreme: this isn't about whether you love me or not [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: IT IS ABOUT LOVE JOEL [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: u should be able to give me another chance because you fucking love me and because i fucking love u [00:34] sainticussupreme: this is about how the shit you've done has pushed me away and now im not sure i wanna be with you [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: u focus all on the bad n none on the good [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: you do want to be with me [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: or u would have left hours ago [00:34] xoexoticdreamzox: thats how men work [00:35] xoexoticdreamzox: you're obviously trying to make sure i see your point before u take me back [00:35] xoexoticdreamzox: i get it joel [00:35] xoexoticdreamzox: ive gotten all your hints [00:35] xoexoticdreamzox: ive suffered enough [00:35] xoexoticdreamzox: its time to stop pushing it for all it's worth [00:36] sainticussupreme: i meant it when i said im not sure i feel the same way anymore [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: just give me a fucking chance [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: jesus fucking christ [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: u dont give me enough credit [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been begging u like im some piece of shit [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: that should show u im willing to fucking change [00:36] xoexoticdreamzox: but u dont care [00:37] xoexoticdreamzox: i guess i got to open my legs for other people for u to forgive me [00:37] sainticussupreme: im not sitting here trying to make you demean yourself, but if we get back together it's not going to be on your terms that's for sure [00:37] xoexoticdreamzox: since thats what all your ex gfs did n u even told me u forgave them [00:37] xoexoticdreamzox: JOEL [00:37] xoexoticdreamzox: ITS ALL BEEN ON YOUR FUCKING TERMS [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: IVE AGREED TO EVERYTHING U FUCKINg COMPLAINED ABOUT [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: SO HOW IS THAT MY TERMS [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: JESUS FUCKING CHRIST [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: afk getting a knife [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: im done with life [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: im a piece of shit [00:38] sainticussupreme: nah, all this take me back now bullshit [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: everythgin everyones said about me is true [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: im a worthless whore [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: i should die [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: im nothing [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: im useless [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: in my suicide note u get all the blame [00:38] xoexoticdreamzox: because i refuse to live without u [00:39] sainticussupreme: yeah, real big of you to threaten suicide because im upset at shit you've done [00:39] xoexoticdreamzox: u should fucking love me enough to forgive me joel. [00:39] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been begging like im some piece of shit [00:39] xoexoticdreamzox: sayinf ill change [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: u fucking got nothing to lose by giving me another chance n u know it [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: especially if u love me [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: because what if i am going to change [00:40] sainticussupreme: i can forgive you, but taking you back and forgiving is 2 different things [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: if u dont give me another chance uve lost your soulmate for no reason [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: i havent rly done anything that wrong. [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: YOUR EXES FUCKED OTHER PEOPLE AND U FORGAVE THEM [00:40] xoexoticdreamzox: i made peace with someone so drama would stop and u cant forgive me? [00:41] xoexoticdreamzox: thats fucked up [00:42] sainticussupreme: i might have forgave in the past...but that's because i thought it'd have to be the last time, im tired of being with women who run all over my feelings and never take how i feel about things into consideration [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i told u [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i would change [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been begging u for hours [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: i cant live without u [00:42] xoexoticdreamzox: cant u just give me the fucking last chance jol [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u so fucking much [00:43] sainticussupreme: it shouldn't have had to take me sitting here telling you im leaving for you to come to the conclusion that you need to change something about the way you manage your side if this relationship [00:43] sainticussupreme: of* [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: forgive me [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: please [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: so we can both sleep [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: just give me another chance [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: atleast to see if i can change [00:43] xoexoticdreamzox: please joel i love u [00:44] sainticussupreme: ok fine i'll give you another chance [00:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i wish ud realize i love u more than anything ;\ [00:45] sainticussupreme: if you feel like that then you should start analyzing what you do more and wonder how it's going to impact my life as well [00:45] sainticussupreme: because i take alot of stuff personal [00:45] xoexoticdreamzox: i know ;\ [00:46] xoexoticdreamzox: will u fix your myspace it's ridiculous ;[ [00:47] sainticussupreme: i see irc as if it were real people sitting in a real room talking about real-life stuff and when people I don't even know comes into our room and treats my girl like their whore or something it pisses me off [00:47] xoexoticdreamzox: i know baby ;\ but u get upset even when i ignore it [00:48] sainticussupreme: that's because you dont see it from my perspective, for all i know you're sitting there enjoying the attention [00:48] xoexoticdreamzox: no [00:49] xoexoticdreamzox: half the time i dont even notice it [00:50] sainticussupreme: all i know is that the last time i talked to you on the phone you said something about you'll call me back at 10pm and I never heard back from you [00:50] xoexoticdreamzox: no i didnt [00:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i said id call u back tomorrow [00:50] xoexoticdreamzox: then when i went to there was no minutes on the phone card [00:50] xoexoticdreamzox: well not enough $ to call out [00:51] sainticussupreme: well, either way, i got internet back up over here at my grandmas [00:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you :( [00:53] sainticussupreme: wait.. [00:53] sainticussupreme: you lied to me then [00:53] xoexoticdreamzox: no i didnt [00:53] xoexoticdreamzox: how did i lie [00:53] sainticussupreme: about this baby thing because you told me you hadn't had sex in 8 months [00:53] xoexoticdreamzox: no [00:54] xoexoticdreamzox: i told u i had sex once but not any other time b4 that for 8 months [00:54] xoexoticdreamzox: u keep trying to find ways to think im lying to u joel [00:55] sainticussupreme: heh, nah that's not what i recall you saying and when i go through my logs when i get my pc back up here im sure i'll find where you said it's been 8 months because i dont forget shit like this [00:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i dunno [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: either way why is it important i didnt cheat on u thats all that matters [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont write down everytime i have sex [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: cant u just leave it at that [00:56] sainticussupreme: im not accusing you of cheating...but i know there have been lots of times where you haven't been honest with me [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: u got your myspace making fun of me [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: n u took me off ur top friends [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: what if those logs had of been fake? [00:56] xoexoticdreamzox: what if u had of been lied to? [00:57] xoexoticdreamzox: you jump to conclusions before u even talk to me [00:57] sainticussupreme: i dunno, i just expect that if i be hinest with someone that they give me the courtesy of being honest too, because i pride myself in my honesty with people [00:57] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [00:57] xoexoticdreamzox: u should be fixing your myspace that isnt fair to me [00:57] xoexoticdreamzox: mines a shrine to you and apparently you're single [00:57] sainticussupreme: here we go again [00:58] xoexoticdreamzox: well joel that was hurtfu for me to see [00:58] xoexoticdreamzox: that u took all of that off b4 u even talked to me [00:58] sainticussupreme: to be honest, at the moment when i did it I could had gave 2 shits less how it made you feel [00:59] xoexoticdreamzox: then maybe u should go fix it since you're giving me a second chance [00:59] xoexoticdreamzox: -_- [01:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i really do love u joel [01:00] xoexoticdreamzox: regardless of what u think right now [01:00] xoexoticdreamzox: l\ [01:00] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [01:01] xoexoticdreamzox: :( Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Mon Nov 26 01:06:00 2007 [01:06] sainticussupreme: sorry [01:06] xoexoticdreamzox: go to bed pumpkin ;[ [01:07] sainticussupreme: my laptop's batte is not working so if the power cord moves a certain way the laptop cuts out [01:07] sainticussupreme: the lcd backlight on this laptop is fucked..have to connect it to a crt monitor [01:07] xoexoticdreamzox: awww [01:08] sainticussupreme: i wouldn't even have internet here if it weren't for me setting up a splitter when my grandma was at church [01:08] xoexoticdreamzox: come sleep with me :( [01:08] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [01:09] sainticussupreme: would if i could, but i should go to bed, i have to finish this application..my aunt is my boss, but i still have to give her an application and then i gotta use the bathroom and try and get a couple hours of sleep [01:09] xoexoticdreamzox: aww okay baby [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [01:10] sainticussupreme: gonna be working at the same type of place you were working at [01:10] sainticussupreme: i love you too [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: have a good first day at work tomorrow [01:10] sainticussupreme: when you were working at tim hortons [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: i work tomorrow too ;o [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: oic [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: well im glad you got a job =] [01:10] sainticussupreme: im working at atlanta bread company where they serve coffee, breads, salads and soups [01:10] sainticussupreme: thanx [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: aww [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: okay go to sleep sweetie [01:10] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [01:11] xoexoticdreamzox: we'll talk tomorrow [01:11] sainticussupreme: i love you too [01:11] sainticussupreme: ok sweety [01:11] sainticussupreme: love you [01:11] sainticussupreme: goodnight [01:11] xoexoticdreamzox: love you too :) [01:11] sainticussupreme: :-) [01:11] sainticussupreme: night [01:11] xoexoticdreamzox: nighttt Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Mon Nov 26 01:11:35 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Mon Nov 26 20:59:00 2007 [20:59] xoexoticdreamzox: honey im home ;o [20:59] sainticussupreme: hiya [20:59] sainticussupreme: nice to see you [20:59] xoexoticdreamzox: =] [20:59] xoexoticdreamzox: hows my pumpkin [21:00] xoexoticdreamzox: how was your first day @ work? [21:00] sainticussupreme: have fun with timmy trying to accuse me of fucking around with his girlfriend or w/e...lol, she's just been being nice to me because i been trying to give her advice about her damn relationship with him [21:00] sainticussupreme: oh, well, i was tired as shit, but i got by [21:01] xoexoticdreamzox: lol [21:01] xoexoticdreamzox: im not too worried [21:01] xoexoticdreamzox: lizzy knows im with you [21:02] sainticussupreme: she talks to me because she's upset with him because he says some awful shit to her at times and she's all like I need a nice guy friend like you to be able to give me some sort of guidance through all of this [21:02] sainticussupreme: my image comments from her was just her being funny [21:03] xoexoticdreamzox: -_- [21:03] xoexoticdreamzox: not really. [21:03] xoexoticdreamzox: tbh [21:04] xoexoticdreamzox: shes known to be a slut [21:04] sainticussupreme: people say the same about you, so i just take shit like that with a grain of salt [21:04] xoexoticdreamzox: im nice to her n all shes one of my opers, but i know its true about her [21:06] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [21:06] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't need to trusther [21:06] xoexoticdreamzox: cuz i trust u [21:06] sainticussupreme: yah [21:06] xoexoticdreamzox: my tummys upset ;\ [21:07] sainticussupreme: what did you say to it to piss it off [21:07] xoexoticdreamzox: lol [21:07] xoexoticdreamzox: i told it you were a meanieface [21:08] xoexoticdreamzox: though timmys about to show me the original comments [21:08] xoexoticdreamzox: =] [21:08] xoexoticdreamzox: oic [21:08] xoexoticdreamzox: he thought she deleted them all [21:08] xoexoticdreamzox: rofl. [21:09] xoexoticdreamzox: i guess timmy freaked out at lizzy tellin her to delete all them comments [21:09] sainticussupreme: he treats her like dogshit because he thinks of her as his property [21:09] xoexoticdreamzox: so.. [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont exactly like other girls sitting there calling u cute and poor baby, etc [21:10] sainticussupreme: get over it [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: no one says that shit to me joel [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: its obvious u like her as more than a friend [21:10] sainticussupreme: here the fuck we go again [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: i love my baby with all my heart <3 i love you lizzy/lollipop! <3 can't wait to be there. <3 23 days (li) <3 says: he don't want you. (li) i love my baby with all my heart <3 i love you lizzy/lollipop! <3 can't wait to be there. <3 23 days (li) <3 says: don't fall for it. [21:10] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: well tell lizzy her mans tryin 2 start shit between us threw her. [21:11] xoexoticdreamzox: cuz thats how it's going atm [21:11] *** You have been disconnected. Mon Nov 26 21:11:22 2007. [21:11] *** You are currently disconnected. Messages will not be received. [21:12] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Mon Nov 26 21:12:27 2007. [21:12] xoexoticdreamzox: wb hun [21:12] sainticussupreme: goddamn fucking wireless [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: awww [21:13] xoexoticdreamzox: my eyes are burning ;[ [21:13] sainticussupreme: why [21:14] xoexoticdreamzox: dunno [21:14] xoexoticdreamzox: tired i suppose [21:15] xoexoticdreamzox: so do you work again tomorrow? [21:16] sainticussupreme: ys [21:16] sainticussupreme: yes* [21:16] xoexoticdreamzox: what time? [21:16] sainticussupreme: i only make $6.50 hr [21:16] sainticussupreme: 7am-2pm [21:16] sainticussupreme: one sec [21:16] xoexoticdreamzox: okay [21:17] sainticussupreme: back [21:17] sainticussupreme: had to see wtf the dogs were barking at [21:17] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [21:17] sainticussupreme: im home alone until tomorrow [21:17] sainticussupreme: i love you too [21:18] xoexoticdreamzox: :) [21:19] xoexoticdreamzox: lol timmys fully convinced somethings going on with u n lizzy [21:20] xoexoticdreamzox: i lol'd in his face [21:20] xoexoticdreamzox: ;x [21:21] sainticussupreme: only thing that's going on with me n his girl is his girl is coming to me for advice because im easy to talk to [21:22] sainticussupreme: i can't help if people feel like i can help them with their problems, if i can help someone, then it makes me feel good [21:22] *** You have been disconnected. Mon Nov 26 21:22:13 2007. [21:22] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Mon Nov 26 21:22:16 2007. [21:22] sainticussupreme: but he wants to go and make something out of it..that girl is just happy that i'm her friend because i give her advice that makes her feel better about the situations she gets herself into [21:23] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [21:23] xoexoticdreamzox: i know u aint a cheater [21:24] sainticussupreme: you're msn, myspace, sex-haven and irc network is fulkl of guys that enjoy talking to you so why is it when a member of the opposite sex enjoys talking to me that everyone automatically assumes someone is cheating [21:24] sainticussupreme: i dont think it's very fair to me [21:24] sainticussupreme: your* [21:24] xoexoticdreamzox: lol i told u i trust u [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: n i dont really talk to those guys anymore [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: im not around as much [21:25] xoexoticdreamzox: when i am im usually playin wow [21:27] sainticussupeme: that wasn't really the point and i only used your guy friends to make a point, i dont really care about the guy friends, im not going to hold it against you if you wanna be friends with someone you weren't prev. dating, but when other people can't extend the same courtesy to me..like timmy..it kinda pisses me off...what am i supposed to do, tell him to stop being your friend and stop talking to you just because you 2 are so close [21:28] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [21:28] xoexoticdreamzox: i trust you [21:28] xoexoticdreamzox: thats all that really matters [21:29] sainticussupreme: it's not about trust really, it's about timmy wanting to have his cake and eat it too, he wants to have close relationships with other people's girlfriends, but when someone is friends with his girlfriend he goes all psycho and threatens to packet them and goes into a jealous rage that is 10 times worse then anything yopu ever seen from me [21:30] xoexoticdreamzox: (li) i love my baby with all my heart <3 i love you lizzy/lollipop! <3 can't wait to be there. <3 23 days (li) <3 says: what I herd would make sense -·=»‡«=·-Þrìñçꧧ-·=»‡«=·- says: ? (li) i love my baby with all my heart <3 i love you lizzy/lollipop! <3 can't wait to be there. <3 23 days (li) <3 says: just sguff. -·=»‡«=·-Þrìñçꧧ-·=»‡«=·- says: like? (li) i love my baby with all my heart <3 i love you lizzy/lollipop! <3 can't wait to be there. <3 23 days (li) <3 says: told you I can't get into personal matters just don't think for 1 that guy really wants you. [21:31] xoexoticdreamzox: yeah he's trying to comvince me u dont love me / want me [21:32] sainticussupreme: yeah because he's an emo bitch that can't handle it when someone else is friends with his girl, but yet, you see me going all to hell because you and him have a close relationship...no! [21:32] xoexoticdreamzox: my tummy hurts come rub it :( [21:33] sainticussupreme: alrighty..but imma tell you, timmy is really starting to piss me straight the fuck off [21:33] sainticussupreme: he needs to quit running his fucking mouth [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ya well [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: i know u wanna be with me or u wouldnt be [21:33] xoexoticdreamzox: so it doesnt matter [21:35] sainticussupreme: it matters to me because he's being a crybaby..he doesn't realise that he doesn't see me over here making a big deal about the relationship you two have..if his girl thinks i'm cute, let her, think i'm cute, i'm sure you see guys all day that you either think are cute or ugly as hell, but just because someone might think i'm cute doesn't mean a fucking thing [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: lol [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont really check guys out [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: i only notice ugly guys [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: n i lol at them [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: ;x [21:36] sainticussupreme: i try to be a good friend to everyone...it's just my fucking nature [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: i know [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: dont act like u gotta defend yourself to me, you don't [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u [21:37] sainticussupreme: i know, i'm just trying to help you understand what's going through my mind when he says shit like that [21:37] xoexoticdreamzox: i know baby [21:37] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [21:38] sainticussupreme: yeah, imma cheat on you with another internet chick and not someone local..i mean c'mon..dude needs to take a chill pill and go and try and make his girl feel good about herself and shit [21:38] sainticussupreme: i love you too [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: either way [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: its their business [21:39] sainticussupreme: this is i know [21:39] sainticussupreme: anyways [21:40] xoexoticdreamzox: so do u like the job? [21:41] sainticussupreme: yeah [21:41] sainticussupreme: i'll see if i can find a link of what the place looks like inside [21:41] *** You have been disconnected. Mon Nov 26 21:41:59 2007. [21:42] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Mon Nov 26 21:42:05 2007. [21:43] sainticussupreme: (Link: http://www.horizonc.com/images/projects/abc.jpg)http://www.horizonc.com/images/projects/abc.jpg [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: i hate when ppl try to fuck with my head n wont give full answers [21:44] sainticussupreme: lol, don't let someone elses insecurities influence you [21:47] sainticussupreme: i mean think about it, if she wanted to be with me and I wanted to be with her...why wouldn't i just jump all over that, i mean she lives closer to me then you do...but nah man, people try to over-analyze stuff, i'm with you, timmy just needs to get his damn head out of his ass and stop worrying all the time [22:01] sainticussupreme: la la la [22:18] *** You have been disconnected. Mon Nov 26 22:18:19 2007. [22:19] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Mon Nov 26 22:19:25 2007. [22:37] sainticussupreme: prolly talking to timmy [22:48] sainticussupreme: hello..... Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Mon Nov 26 23:22:29 2007 [23:22] sainticussupreme: hello... [23:31] *** You have been disconnected. Mon Nov 26 23:31:16 2007. [23:32] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Mon Nov 26 23:32:19 2007. [00:02] *** You have been disconnected. Tue Nov 27 00:02:02 2007. [00:03] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Tue Nov 27 00:03:23 2007. [00:07] xoexoticdreamzox: i fell asleep [00:07] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [00:07] xoexoticdreamzox: [00:08] xoexoticdreamzox: i wouldnt ignore u to talk to timmy that would be ridiculous [00:08] xoexoticdreamzox: pwease answer ;o [00:08] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [00:09] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [00:09] sainticussupreme: sorry, i'm kinda busy right now, gimme a sec [00:09] xoexoticdreamzox: doing what [00:09] xoexoticdreamzox: ;s [00:22] sainticussupreme: back [00:29] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u baby [00:29] sainticussupreme: love you too [00:57] *** You have been disconnected. Tue Nov 27 00:57:02 2007. Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Tue Nov 27 01:00:40 2007 Session Start (sainticussupreme:xoexoticdreamzox): Tue Nov 27 21:30:33 2007 [21:30] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [Offline Message (Tue Nov 27 21:30:32 2007)] [21:30] xoexoticdreamzox: ;o! [21:31] sainticussupreme: what's up [21:32] xoexoticdreamzox: i missed u [21:32] sainticussupreme: missed you too [21:32] xoexoticdreamzox: why werent u online i been waitin for u [21:32] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [21:34] sainticussupreme: uhh, because my mom came and got me right after i got home from work so we could go get stuff for our apartment [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: aww okay [21:36] xoexoticdreamzox: how was work? [21:37] sainticussupreme: it was ok I suppose, I pretty much am starting to get the hang of it..I just work as the food prep [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: aww [21:38] xoexoticdreamzox: well im glady ou're doing okay [21:38] sainticussupreme: i dont make much, only $6.50 an hour for the first month and they got me working around 30-35 hours a week [21:39] xoexoticdreamzox: that's better than nothing though baby [21:39] sainticussupreme: i make $7.00 an hour after the first month [21:39] sainticussupreme: i'm used to making like $13-$14 an hour, but yeah, I like this job [21:39] sainticussupreme: i was there 2 hours earlly today [21:40] xoexoticdreamzox: aww why [21:40] sainticussupreme: because i thought i started at 6am but i started at 8am..so i had to chill for about 2 hours [21:40] xoexoticdreamzox: aww [21:41] sainticussupreme: yah [21:42] sainticussupreme: then when i got off of work i walked to the mall and had forgotten i was still in my apron and uniform [21:42] sainticussupreme: then from the mall i walked home and my mom came and got me [21:43] sainticussupreme: this place i work at is like 1/4 mile from the mall [21:43] xoexoticdreamzox: aww [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: im glad you like your job [21:44] xoexoticdreamzox: sigh [21:45] sainticussupreme: what are you sighing about [21:45] xoexoticdreamzox: im upset ;s [21:46] sainticussupreme: about?. [21:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't feel like u wanna be with me anymore ;s [21:48] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [21:49] sainticussupreme: i dunno, aftr the shit the other night and then you going on about timmy after i told you there was nothing to worry about, I just tired of drama in my life..people try to make something out of nothing just so they can have something to bitch about it seems [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i told u [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i trust u n im not worried about u [21:50] xoexoticdreamzox: i know u aren't going to go cheat just because you're friends with someone. [21:51] sainticussupreme: yeah...then why keep pasting me shit from timmy [21:51] sainticussupreme: you coulda been like, joel's her friend, get over it [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: because [21:51] sainticussupreme: just like he's your friend [21:51] xoexoticdreamzox: he won't listen regardless [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: it just makes me sad when you're more affectionate to one of your friends than me.. [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: you show me 0 affection now [21:52] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been trying.. u couldatleast try to salvage this relationship too [21:55] xoexoticdreamzox: i just miss u ;\ [21:55] sainticussupreme: yeah because like i told you the other night, i felt like i needed space and rest to give you a clear answer about our relationship and you wouldn't let me, i told you that I felt like I wasn't bonding with you like we used to because of some things that happened that i wasn't happy about..but you kept insisting that I take you back..yeah, sure I might love you, but i told you the other night how I felt, i can't just change the way i feel over night and then when I was trying to let shit workout between us...here comes tim trying to start shit because he's so fucking insecure [21:56] xoexoticdreamzox: baby i told u i know u aren't going to cheat on me... but you've been giving me the cold shoulder n if u love me u should be able to give me some form of affection.. [21:57] sainticussupreme: if he treating his girl like she should be treated he wouldn't have a doubt in his mind if his girl would ever leave him [21:57] sainticussupreme: treated* [21:57] xoexoticdreamzox: then treat me how i should be treated... [21:57] xoexoticdreamzox: how do i deserve not to have an ounce of affection from you [21:57] xoexoticdreamzox: .. [21:58] sainticussupreme: i told you the other night that i didn't even know if I still wanted to be with you because I came out and told you that you pushed me away when i found out you had talked to phreek again [21:58] sainticussupreme: but you kept insisting and insisting [21:59] xoexoticdreamzox: you don't even listen that i hadn't been "talking" to him ocnstantly [21:59] xoexoticdreamzox: i just made peace with him n stoppedtalking to him [22:00] sainticussupreme: in all honesty, it doesn't matter to me what you were talking to him about [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't like being ddos'd everytime im on efnet my providers there [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: and my internets going to be cancelled if the attacks dont stop [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: so wouldnt u rather i had a way to talk to u joel? [22:00] xoexoticdreamzox: you're being a little selfish threw all of this.. [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: all im asking for is fucking affection [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: u say timmy should give it to lizzy.. [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: take your own advise.. [22:01] sainticussupreme: heh, i didn't even want to take you back [22:01] sainticussupreme: but you kept on and on [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: obviously u did or u wouldnt have [22:01] xoexoticdreamzox: maybe u should try forgiveness. [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: i never even did anything overly wrong. [22:02] xoexoticdreamzox: but i guess for u to love me unconditionally i need to be one of those sluts that cheats on u [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: u don't even look at it from my side [22:03] sainticussupreme: so how's shawn doing [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: whos shawn? [22:03] sainticussupreme: kill-9 [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: uhh [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't know? [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: we haven't talked in atleast 3 months? [22:03] santicussupreme: your ex that you told dan you fucked and got pregnant by [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: uh [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: no? [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't even know shawn in real life [22:03] xoexoticdreamzox: ? [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: i didn't tell dan i fucked any particular person [22:04] sainticussupreme: [21:48] (F)Chalcedony(W): yeah with shawn, kill-9 [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: uuhh no [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ive never even met shawn in real life. [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ask teejay. [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ask chris. [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ask danny. [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ask anyone who knows me and shawn [22:04] xoexoticdreamzox: ive never met shawn in real life? [22:05] xoexoticdreamzox: not to mention he's not even my ex? [22:06] xoexoticdreamzox: hell i don't even talk to shawn, or even like shawn [22:06] xoexoticdreamzox: he's not even my friend. [22:10] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [22:11] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:12] sainticussupreme: heh [22:12] xoexoticdreamzox: ? [22:13] sainticussupreme: i don't even know why im with you [22:13] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:13] sainticussupreme: if we break up you'll just go find another internet boyfriend [22:13] sainticussupreme: like you've always done [22:13] xoexoticdreamzox: no [22:13] xoexoticdreamzox: i fucking love you joel [22:13] xoexoticdreamzox: dont' u realize that? [22:15] sainticussupreme: yeah, i realise that, but i'm sure you've loved lots of people before me too [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: yeah but i love you differently than them.. [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: why cant u just give this a fresh start and stop doing this [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [22:15] sainticussupreme: i mean cause i do remember when i was in #lobby and you told me that just about every guy in there was your ex [22:15] xoexoticdreamzox: no i didnt [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: i told u i had no ex's in there [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: because no one on my server is my ex [22:16] sainticussupreme: ....felix [22:16] sainticussupreme: you even told me [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: felix doesn't go to my network [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: n when he was going it was for dan [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: felix hates me [22:16] xoexoticdreamzox: lol [22:17] sainticussupreme: oh bullshit, you two were cutting up all the time when i first came to geek-irc [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: not really. [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: I don't even talk to felix anymore. [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: I don't think he's even on my msn [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: not to mention [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: felix cheated on me [22:17] xoexoticdreamzox: id never be with him again [22:18] sainticussupreme: i like how you say that he never came to your network, but then is like, when he came, it was for dan [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: it was [22:18] sainticussupreme: he was there everytime i was there [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: i never really paid attention to him [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont even like him [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: so why cant u give this a fresh start n stop fighting with me all the time [22:18] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [22:18] sainticussupreme: can you ever tell the truth about anything [22:18] sainticussupreme: sheesh [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: do u think i pay attention to felix [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: i hate him. [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: he hurt me alot [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: n he hates me [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: u keep finding excuses not to give this a fresh start n not to try n work on this [22:19] xoexoticdreamzox: it just all shows u never loved me to begin with [22:20] sainticussupreme: i could care less if he was there, im more concerned that you were saying one thing and then giving me a different story [22:20] sainticussupreme: you lie alot [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: no i dont [22:20] sainticussupreme: yeah... [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: he hasn't been there in a very long time joel [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't keep trask. [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: track* [22:20] xoexoticdreamzox: when dan left so did felix [22:20] xoxoticdreamzox: he came a few times to fuck with clayton [22:21] sainticussupreme: it's not about felix, it's about the fact you said none of your exes were ever on your network and then when i named one of them you changed your story [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: because [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: i forgot about his exsistance [22:21] xoexoticdreamzox: we were together for like 2 weeks [22:22] sainticussupreme: you forgot about him, yet you kept track that he only comes to your network for dan [22:22] xoexoticdreamzox: if u ever loved me u would stop and try to start this fresh instead of doing anything u can to make this worse [22:23] sainticussupreme: i can't just magically make my feelings for you that I felt so much just come back to be like they were [22:23] *** You have been disconnected. Tue Nov 27 22:23:26 2007. [22:24] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Tue Nov 27 22:24:29 2007. [22:25] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [22:26] sainticussupreme: i heard you call timmy yout babeh [22:26] xoexoticdreamzox: oh im sure [22:26] xoexoticdreamzox: he's just my friend n thats it [22:27] xoexoticdreamzox: he's actually like my brother [22:27] xoexoticdreamzox: like i said [22:27] sainticussupreme: then why would youj call your brother your babeh [22:27] xoexoticdreamzox: you're LOOKING for excuses [22:27] xoexoticdreamzox: i swear to you on my dying mothers LIFE that he's only my friend [22:28] sainticussupreme: nah, you're just an internet whore who talks to too many guys and im tired of it..bye [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: uh no [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: i don't talk to any guys [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: im never even HERE [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: i only been on lately cuz you're BACK [22:28] sainticussupreme: it's over [22:28] sainticussupreme: later [22:28] xoexoticdreamzox: i didnt even do anything [22:29] sainticussupreme: i dont call female friends my babeh [22:29] xoexoticdreamzox: if i didnt love u [22:29] xoexoticdreamzox: why do i spend so much of my hard earned money to call u every month [22:29] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont call anyone else [22:31] xoexoticdreamzox: this is ridiculous.. [22:32] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u so much how could u fucking do this to me [22:32] sainticussupreme: go talk to your "babeh" [22:32] xoexoticdreamzox: he's not my babeh [22:32] xoexoticdreamzox: im fucking INLOVE with you [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been fucking FAITHFUL to you [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: how could you do this to me [22:33] sainticussupreme: later [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: joel how could u do this to me [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ;\ [22:33] sainticussupreme: cause your a big fucking flirt with everyone and im tired of it [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: I HAVENT BEEN FLIRTING WITH ANYONE [22:33] xoexoticdreamzox: ive barely even been online [22:34] xoexoticdreamzox: LESS THAN 20 MINUTES A DAY [22:34] xoexoticdreamzox: i only been back cuz YOUR HERE [22:34] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [22:34] sainticussupreme: just face it, you're a fucking whore [22:34] xoexoticdreamzox: i love u so fucking much how can u do this [22:35] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:35] xoexoticdreamzox: how am i a whore when i never even cheated on u ;\ [22:38] xoexoticdreamzox: ;[ [22:38] sainticussupreme: like i said you're just an internet whore, tim and elizabeth got into a fight over you calling tim your "babeh" [22:38] sainticussupreme: and that's how i found out [22:38] xoexoticdreamzox: he's not my fucking babeh [22:38] xoexoticdreamzox: he's just my fucking friend [22:38] xoexoticdreamzox: for christ sakes [22:39] sainticussupreme: then why call him your babeh [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: it wasnt serious [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you [22:39] sainticussupreme: because you like to flirt [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: im IN LOVE with YUO [22:39] xoexoticdreamzox: i wasn't flirting [22:40] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:42] xoexoticdreamzox: why are you looking for any excuse u can to do this? [22:43] sainticussupreme: oh yeah...so imma go call all my female friends my babeh and you'll just not care [22:43] xoexoicdreamzox: i won't fucking do it again it was harmless i didn't mean it as anything more than friends joel.. im noteven attracted to timmy [22:45] xoexoticdreamzox: I love you with every ounce of my heart, Every breath that I breathe, Everything that I see. The world might see you as nothing but one person, But to me, I see you as my world. The first moment I get to see you, to touch you, I hope it lasts forever, I'll store it in my memory, And keep it completely safe. Love will keep us together, Love will keep us sane. Love will keep us from falling apart, Even when everything gets tough. [22:45] xoexoticdreamzox: i guess all those words were only on my side of this relationship [22:45] xoexoticdreamzox: i looked at it as more than u did [22:45] sainticussupreme: nah, all you've done our entire relationship is act like a flirty whore [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: no i havent [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: you've just been overly fucking sensitive [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: and too blind to see that i love you more than fucking anything [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i dont even flirtwith anyone [22:46] xoexoticdreamzox: i barely even fucking talk to anyone online anymore [22:47] xoexoticdreamzox: if u loved me so fucking much u would give this a fresh fucking start [22:50] sainticussupreme: that's just it, all this little shit you've done, like doing this "pretend flirting" as you would call it...i don't even think i love you anymotr [22:50] xoexoticdreamzox: why are you doing this to me [22:50] xoexoticdreamzox: ive been 100% faithful to you [22:50] xoexoticdreamzox: all i fucking think about is you joel [22:51] sainticussupreme: oh well [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: obviously your cheating [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: not me [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: or you wouldnt push it saying i am so much [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: when im not [22:51] sainticussupreme: keep on thinking is all i gotta say because im not going to be with someone who calls their friends flirty names [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: well i wont call anyone flirty fucking names [22:51] xoexoticdreamzox: i told u that already [22:52] sainticussupreme: nah, that's too hard for you not to do [22:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont fucking flirt with anyone i fucking promise [22:52] xoexoticdreamzox: no its not hard for me to do [22:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you more than anything, i dont give a shit about anyone else [22:52] sainticussupreme: bullshit [22:52] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise joel [22:52] xoexoticdreamzox: just give this a fresh start :( [22:55] xoexoticdreamzox: :( joely [22:56] xoexoticdreamzox: :( [22:57] sainticussupreme: i told you the other day to consider how what you say impacts me..you obviously don't care [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: i do fucking care [22:57] sainticussupreme: that was your last chance and you pissed it away [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: or i would have just walked away [22:57] xoexoticdreamzox: how was it my last chance i aint fucking done anything joel [22:58] sainticussupreme: i told you the other night how things would have to be..you'd have to consider how what you said affected me and you said you would...obviously that was a lie because im upset about your little babeh [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: well im sorry [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: he's just my friend [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: i wont say it to him anymore or anybody else [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: or anything to that affect [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: i promise ;\ [22:59] sainticussupreme: sorry isn't going to cut it this time [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: joel :( [22:59] xoexoticdreamzox: please baby ;\ [23:00] sainticussupreme: you only care about what you say when you think i'll def see what you're saying [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: no [23:00] sainticussupreme: im not your baby anymore [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: yes you are [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: stop doing this [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: i havent done anything wrong [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: he's only my fucking friend [23:00] xoexoticdreamzox: he's not even attractive to me [23:0] sainticussupreme: or your boyfriend, have fun with your babeh timmy because he's the reason you don't have a boyfriend nw..i hope you two are happy together [23:01] xoexoticdreamzox: joel [23:01] *** You have been disconnected. Tue Nov 27 23:01:11 2007. [23:17] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed on at Tue Nov 27 23:17:00 2007. [23:17] xoexoticdreamzox: i love you for fuck sakes [Offline Message (Tue Nov 27 23:17:00 2007)] [23:23] sainticussupreme: oh by the way..get this shit through your fucking head, i'm breaking up with you because you act like a whore towards your guy friends..not because of elizabeth [23:23] xoexoticdreamzox: im not a whore towards my guy friends [23:23] xoexoticdreamzox: i barely even fucking talk to them [23:24] xoexoticdreamzox: you're being ridiculous [23:24] *** "xoexoticdreamzox" signed off at Tue Nov 27 23:24:30 2007. Session Close (xoexoticdreamzox): Tue Nov 27 23:35:38 2007