The Double Role of Women:
Elizabeth’s Double Life 
Elizabeth I was a woman who symbolized the virtuous image of the Protestant religion and was very smart woman whom had a remarkable judgment and became a legend in her lifetime *RUN ON SENTENCE*. She was worshiped*,* admired and an inspiration to sixteenth century women. Her speeches demonstrate her great articulation *These qualities are demonstrated in the great articulation of her speeches*. In her fight with her public dealings, she has also used her gender card *I don't like the use of gender card, I would rephrase to something more like, "In her public life during the 17th century, her gender played a large role in her public percetion and how she was expected to act"*. The duality of existing social constraints and *her* natural, emotional maternal behavior of femeninity are exemplified in the poetry of Elizabeth I. “On Monsieur’s Departure”, is one of the poems that show her articulate strong poetry and expresses the life of Queen Elizabeth.

Women didn’t have many rights before and they had more of a restricted lifestyle compared to today *if this is a very academic paper, you would need a citation for this, which is rather easy to find*. Women are*were* supposed *I would use expected* to be proper and dignified, *however,* in this poem the author *shows her proclivity* to be maternal and emotional. This poem*,* written by Elizabeth*,* was *composed as a prayer* to show her terrifying ordeal as a woman that she must goes through *this needs to be rephrased*. In the first line of “On Monsieur’s Departure”, it says “I grieve and dare not show my discontent*.*” *This line* shows that she must not show her feelings *as* a woman of power. *Ss a Queen,* she cannot *allow herself to be portrayed* as weak*;* she has to uphold a high sense of dignity and she represents a strong figure for women everywhere. Women were treated as emotional slaves that were there to support men and take care of the children and so they build up many different types of emotions that they cannot show *badly written sentence, rewrite*. *You're only touching on how she's expected to act and less on how she actually feels, elaborate on this as it is very important.*

	“I love and yet am forced to seem to hate,
	I do, yet dare not say I ever meant,
	I seem stark mute but inwardly do prate.
	      I am and not. I freeze and yet am burned,
                  Since from myself another self I turned.”

Here is where she later expresses more about her feelings about a relationship that she can never obtain. It looks *as though* she really loved and cared for him but was denied her love ** due to her position as Queen*.* Her duties *took precidence over the wishes of her heart*. *In her time, *a woman’s job was to take care of a husband*;* if she were to get married, she would debilitate her role as ruler also and would be subjected into the rule of her husband*.* *Inherently,* this *situation* puts her *in* a state of turmoil. In line 2 where it says, "I love and yet am forced to seem to hate". The words love and hate are very strong*.* This line shows her two dual roles fighting each other within herself. *Her feelings and the expectations of her behavior are diametrically opposed, yet she is expected to act with civility. This gets to the essence of the duality of her feminity.* *Futher,* these are an example of her contradictions *in* her poetry that expresses her frustration as a leader with boundaries *opposing* her yearnings to be a regular *female* being. *She touches on this in her next line, “I seem stark mute but inwardly do prate…./Since from myself another self I turned” (4 and 6). She giving insight into *the thoughts of her inner-most being, her feminine, maternal drive must be shifted to conform to her role as a dignified leader, as a Queen.

My care is like my shadow in the sun,
Follows me flying, flies when I pursue it,
Stands and lies by me, doth what I have done.
His too familiar care doth make me rue it.
        No means I find to rid from him from my breast,
        Till by the end of things it be suppresst.

	The first line of this stanza is her comparison between her shadow and the sun and **the shadows *that* follows her while she flies to pursue it. These lines 7 and 8 *speak of* her personal feelings that she *is unable to* control. *These feelings* follow her as if it was her shadow asking her what she has done. She is starting to have mixed emotions about *ignoring* her emotions as ruler because she *fears* these feelings will always stand *I would say they always follow her* by her, *most importantly her* feelings of regret. In lines 11 where she says, “No means I find to ride him from my breast,” expresses her deepest feelings that she cannot remove*.* *She believes* there will no way to *avoid* these *ubiquitous* emotions, *fearing that they will haunt her for the rest of her days*. She finally just gives in, saying that she can no longer escape the feelings that she dearly desires. 


	Some gentler passion slide into my mind,
	For I am soft and made of melting snow;
	Or be more cruel, love, and so be kind.
	Let me or float or sink, be high or low.
		
Or let me live with some more sweet content,
		Or die and so forget what love ere meant.

	In this final stanza, she metaphorically speaks of her feelings as melting snow. It is her intent to convey the strong fragility of her emotions and her being.  Lines 16-18 she is looking for a way to find an answer to all her problems. *In her quest to reconcile her issues,* she paints a picture of hopelessness*. Then she ends *by* saying that her only other final way is for her to die and forget about all that is love. *In her melancoly, she choses to be as hyperbolic as to say that* ,”be more cruel” or ,”float or sink” because her feelings are split into two. Her passions will always be untamable and confused due to the fact that she doesn’t know which to follow, either her heart or her head? 
	This poem is a poem that expresses one’s love of that that cannot be shown. Queen Elizabeth I lived in a life where she always had to represent a strong image to the public*..* In order to do so, *she had to make painful sacrifices that cut to the core of her heart. She becomes *conflicted* by her decisions of whether to following her heart or mind, to her being a full complete woman or to throw away her own self to become something else. The poem was an ebb and flow of emotions with no answer or finality. It portrayed Elizabeth's emotions as though they were trapped in a box of regality that cannot be witnessed by anyone outside of her soul. In the end, even though it is a sad love poem, it is a display of strength in courage in the sacrifice Elizabeth made in the pursuit of dignity and proper leadership.