(02:56:14 PM) Tuatara: *yawns*
(02:56:20 PM) Tuatara: Hello :)
(02:56:21 PM) Gabrielle: mornin'
(02:56:29 PM) Gabrielle: I know it's mid-afternoon
(02:56:43 PM) Tuatara: :P
(02:56:53 PM) Gabrielle: How are you?
(02:57:19 PM) Tuatara: Appropriately caffeinated.
(02:58:07 PM) Gabrielle: Good to hear......I .....guess
(02:58:17 PM) Gabrielle: So, Ally is back on the C-drug too?
(02:58:35 PM) Tuatara: She is, but hopefully not in excess
(02:58:50 PM) Gabrielle: yeah.... we'll see how that works
(03:07:33 PM) Gabrielle: Ally just told me that she isn't going to be allowed to go to community college for highschool.... I'm so fuckin' angry
(03:07:33 PM) Tuatara <AUTO-REPLY>: I'm not here right now
(03:07:50 PM) Gabrielle: ....doesn't help that I started today in a generally bad mood
(03:23:28 PM) Tuatara: What's wrong?
(03:23:38 PM) Tuatara: And that really does suck about the college. I was upset too.
(03:23:52 PM) Gabrielle: Eh.... I had a nice weekend....
(03:24:16 PM) Gabrielle: and coming back to school is always a downer.... but then, I had 15 minutes of pure stress right before I left the house this morning
(03:24:29 PM) Gabrielle: see, I was summoned for Jury Duty.... and I forgot about it.
(03:24:35 PM) Tuatara: Oops
(03:25:00 PM) Gabrielle: I remembered just in time to realize that I was an hour late... so I tried to call the courthouse... and of course I get an automated message that wouldn't send me to an operator
(03:25:20 PM) Gabrielle: it gave me another number tocall to talk to a real person... so I called that..... and got the SAME FUCKING AUTOMATED MESSAGE
(03:25:33 PM) Tuatara: Nice. :P
(03:25:41 PM) Gabrielle: all the while I'm freaking out because I'm going to be late for class or really fuckin' late for jury duty
(03:25:46 PM) Gabrielle: and at this point, I'd rather go to class
(03:25:58 PM) Gabrielle: I find another number on the website and call.... and the girl was nice
(03:26:02 PM) Gabrielle: so things turned out okay
(03:26:08 PM) Tuatara: That's good.
(03:26:41 PM) Gabrielle: I now have to go in July 7 (which happens to be 1 week before Dan's birthday.... so we'll hope it doesn't go for long.... if it runs over his birthday... he told me to give them the chair)
(03:26:58 PM) Gabrielle: Yeah.....
(03:27:09 PM) Gabrielle: I was cranky when i showed up for class, though....
(03:27:47 PM) Gabrielle: 'cause I didn't get my cup of coffee (which I really only drink because it makes me happy to have coffee......I DON"T HAVE A PROBLEM)......
(03:28:04 PM) Gabrielle: so my friend Ryan told me to go get it.... but I was sure the prof. would be there in a minute....
(03:28:08 PM) Gabrielle: he told me to go anyway
(03:28:12 PM) Gabrielle: I'm like... uh-uh
(03:28:19 PM) Tuatara: No java? D:
(03:28:26 PM) Gabrielle: and he's like... "Here I'll give you a dollar" .....and I'm like
(03:28:51 PM) Gabrielle: "OKAY, OKAY, I'm GOING, I'm GOING... just PLEASE don't give me anymore money"
(03:28:53 PM) Gabrielle: *any more
(03:29:25 PM) Gabrielle: and I ran out of the class and halfway across campus to get my coffee..... 'cause I only get coffee at ONE place on campus
(03:29:38 PM) Tuatara: Why's that?
(03:29:51 PM) Gabrielle: because I know that I like the coffee at that stand
(03:30:07 PM) Gabrielle: as for the money..... Ryan has paid for altogether TOO much of my food
(03:30:20 PM) Gabrielle: I cost him almost as much as a real girlfriend
(03:30:23 PM) Tuatara: Someone has a crush. :P
(03:30:42 PM) Gabrielle: Nah.... I'd hope not anyway.... I'm very committed to Dan...
(03:30:46 PM) Gabrielle: Ryan and I are just buddies
(03:30:55 PM) Tuatara: Me and Ally were just buddies.
(03:31:04 PM) Tuatara: Ally was committed to Alex too.
(03:31:10 PM) Tuatara: I'm just sayin'.
(03:31:20 PM) Gabrielle: yeah...no
(03:31:49 PM) Gabrielle: Dan and I have been together for nearly a year.... and we have plans.... for the next....... 6
(03:32:15 PM) Tuatara: I see...
(03:32:41 PM) Gabrielle: ANYway
(03:32:42 PM) Gabrielle: moving on
(03:32:48 PM) Tuatara: Haha, yes please.
(03:33:19 PM) Gabrielle: yeah.....
(03:33:29 PM) Gabrielle: *doesn't like feeling defensive*
(03:33:35 PM) Gabrielle: How are things?
(03:33:51 PM) Tuatara: Um...
(03:33:54 PM) Tuatara: Strange.
(03:35:15 PM) Gabrielle: yeah?
(03:35:22 PM) Tuatara: Yeah...
(03:35:23 PM) Gabrielle: how and/or why?
(03:35:31 PM) Tuatara: Um...it's an awkward subject.
(03:36:01 PM) Tuatara: Mine and your sister's sexuality.
(03:36:37 PM) Gabrielle: oh?
(03:36:41 PM) Tuatara: Oh.
(03:36:46 PM) Gabrielle: Continue....?
(03:37:10 PM) Gabrielle: the awkward feeling will go away quick enough
(03:37:20 PM) Tuatara: Oh, it has for the most part.
(03:37:24 PM) Tuatara: That's not the problem.
(03:37:37 PM) Tuatara: Your sister has been through a lot with her exes.
(03:37:53 PM) Tuatara: Those fuckers dumped her and left her with a lot of unjust insecurities.
(03:38:13 PM) Gabrielle: *has never been aware of the extent of it*
(03:38:16 PM) Tuatara: I do my best to cheer her up.
(03:38:20 PM) Gabrielle: she's not one to tell me everything
(03:38:34 PM) Gabrielle: continue....
(03:38:35 PM) Tuatara: Well, you can never tell her I'm telling you this.
(03:38:40 PM) Gabrielle: of course
(03:38:46 PM) Tuatara: Well, your sister has never had an orgasm.
(03:38:47 PM) Gabrielle: I swear it on everything that is precious to me
(03:39:00 PM) Gabrielle: that, I had kind of assumed
(03:39:11 PM) Gabrielle: as far as I'm aware, she doesn't really touch herself
(03:39:18 PM) Tuatara: She does on occasion.
(03:39:21 PM) Tuatara: Rarely.
(03:39:32 PM) Tuatara: Mostly when I talk to her about or we do it together...
(03:39:35 PM) Tuatara: Um anyway
(03:39:43 PM) Gabrielle: *nods* been there done that
(03:39:43 PM) Tuatara: So, I just feel guilty all the time. :(
(03:39:51 PM) Tuatara: I want to help her.
(03:39:52 PM) Gabrielle: Does she know the method?
(03:40:12 PM) Tuatara: Their lies the problem.
(03:40:14 PM) Gabrielle: I had to READ about it to figure it out
(03:40:17 PM) Tuatara: There*
(03:40:21 PM) Tuatara: Yeah, she doesn't.
(03:40:41 PM) Tuatara: I mean, I know a TEENY bit about female...er, excitement.
(03:40:53 PM) Tuatara: Clitoral stimulation, rubbing the g-spot, etc.
(03:41:05 PM) Tuatara: But lacking a vagina and never studying it makes it odd for me
(03:41:42 PM) Gabrielle: Yeah......
(03:41:46 PM) Gabrielle: I had to read about it
(03:42:03 PM) Tuatara: So...
(03:42:14 PM) Tuatara: This is difficult to ask.
(03:42:30 PM) Tuatara: As her sister, and the one person in the world most like her...
(03:42:39 PM) Tuatara: I assume you would know what she might need to do.
(03:42:57 PM) Tuatara: And I feel sleazy and perverted asking...
(03:43:05 PM) Tuatara: But what do YOU do when you masturbate?
(03:43:11 PM) Tuatara: I just want to help her. :(
(03:43:26 PM) Gabrielle: Well....
(03:43:52 PM) Gabrielle: first off, she has to be comfortable.... physically and mentally
(03:44:01 PM) Gabrielle: there IS NO PRESSURE
(03:44:15 PM) Tuatara: Of course.
(03:44:19 PM) Tuatara: Relaxation
(03:45:32 PM) Gabrielle: I need a lot of clitoral stimulation....
(03:45:54 PM) Gabrielle: but what kind and how is something she has to figure out through experimentation
(03:46:09 PM) Gabrielle: most women can't get off purely through vaginal stimulation
(03:46:15 PM) Tuatara: That's what I keep saying
(03:46:18 PM) Tuatara: She's...shy.
(03:46:22 PM) Tuatara: And frustrated.
(03:46:27 PM) Tuatara: She thinks she's broken. :(
(03:46:33 PM) Gabrielle: also.... I know when I was new, my clit was really uber-extra sensitive
(03:46:34 PM) Gabrielle: awww
(03:46:39 PM) Gabrielle: I thought that for a while too
(03:46:57 PM) Gabrielle: ....even after my first orgasm...... 'cause I didn't realize that that was what it was
(03:47:29 PM) Tuatara: How did you?
(03:48:30 PM) Gabrielle: *thinks*
(03:49:19 PM) Gabrielle: I began to wonder if the "stopping point" that I kept hitting WAS actually an orgasm....
(03:49:28 PM) Gabrielle: then I had a boyfriend who never made me feel that
(03:49:52 PM) Tuatara: Hm...
(03:49:53 PM) Gabrielle: and then, when I'd been with Dan for a little while... I decided to see if I could do it again.... and realized that it actually WAS an orgasm
(03:50:15 PM) Tuatara: Ally says she's never experienced much more than getting really wet and hot
(03:50:34 PM) Gabrielle: maybe I should bequeath a toy to her
(03:50:42 PM) Tuatara: That would be...weird.
(03:51:03 PM) Tuatara: I think she needs a vibrator. :P
(03:51:12 PM) Tuatara: I don't know if she'd take it though.
(03:51:13 PM) Gabrielle: Ehhhh..... I didn't
(03:51:16 PM) Tuatara: She's really shy about it.
(03:51:35 PM) Gabrielle: and I wouldn't start with one... Dan said that one of his girlfriends became vib-dependant
(03:51:37 PM) Gabrielle: it was depressing
(03:51:51 PM) Tuatara: I see.
(03:51:56 PM) Tuatara: Better not start with one then.
(03:51:59 PM) Gabrielle: (I did my research on   http://www.the-clitoris.com/  )
(03:52:07 PM) Tuatara: Thanks.
(03:52:10 PM) Tuatara: My next question. ;P
[[Lolno]]
(03:54:36 PM) Gabrielle: I appreciate the fact that you care so much
(03:54:50 PM) Gabrielle: most guys would be VERY embarassed
(03:55:02 PM) Tuatara: Then I guess I'm not so different from most guys. >.<
(03:55:12 PM) Tuatara: This is about one of the most awkward situations I've been in.
(03:55:17 PM) Gabrielle: (but they'd be TOO embarassed)
(03:55:49 PM) Tuatara: Maybe...
(03:55:50 PM) Gabrielle: tell her to try with the blunt end of a sharpie
(03:56:06 PM) Tuatara: Ok :)
(03:56:10 PM) Tuatara: Any other little tips? :P
(03:56:11 PM) Gabrielle: easier to use.... not as big.... and safe
(03:57:20 PM) Gabrielle: *thinks*
(03:57:22 PM) Tuatara: Promise you won't talk to her about...any of this.
(03:57:25 PM) Tuatara: Please :P
(03:57:49 PM) Gabrielle: I won't initiate anything.... but maybe you should suggest that she talk to me
(03:57:59 PM) Tuatara: I have.
(03:58:09 PM) Tuatara: But she doesn't like to.
(03:58:23 PM) Tuatara: She likes thinking of you as asexual.
(03:58:27 PM) Tuatara: I dunno.
(03:58:36 PM) Tuatara: Maintaining the sister innocence or something.
(03:58:51 PM) Tuatara: Maybe when my brothers are older, I'll understand.
(03:59:30 PM) Tuatara: She's told me she feels really awkward every time you two discuss sexuality.
(03:59:41 PM) Tuatara: Because you're her sister.
(03:59:59 PM) Gabrielle: right
(04:00:07 PM) Tuatara: Don't tell her I said that. >.<
(04:00:47 PM) Gabrielle: I won't
(04:00:58 PM) Gabrielle: But I understand
(04:01:05 PM) Gabrielle: it's kinda like thinking of your parents fuckin'
(04:01:10 PM) Gabrielle: ....I mean, you KNOW they do it
(04:01:20 PM) Tuatara: Yeah...no.
(04:01:25 PM) Tuatara: My parents never have sex.
(04:01:30 PM) Tuatara: I was born in a test tube.
(04:01:37 PM) Tuatara: My story, I'm sticking to it.
(04:02:12 PM) Gabrielle: sure
(04:02:24 PM) Gabrielle: anyway
(04:02:33 PM) Gabrielle: it IS awkward.... but the awkward DOES go away
(04:04:05 PM) Tuatara: :P
(04:04:10 PM) Gabrielle: Other tips and tricks....
(04:04:31 PM) Gabrielle: it's easier (at least for me) if it is lubricated.... either by the vaginal wetness or by saliva....
(04:04:42 PM) Gabrielle: fantasizing HELPS
(04:05:24 PM) Tuatara: Hm..
(04:05:30 PM) Tuatara: She has trouble fantasizing. :(
(04:05:32 PM) Gabrielle: she should do it when no one is home... that way she can make whatever sounds she feels like
(04:05:45 PM) Gabrielle: don't you EVER RP????????
(04:05:57 PM) Tuatara: I'm trying to do new things.
(04:05:58 PM) Gabrielle: ?!?!?!?!
(04:06:08 PM) Tuatara: She's resistant because she's certain she's broken.
(04:06:15 PM) Tuatara: And she's frustrated as hell.
(04:06:20 PM) Tuatara: And lonely. D:(04:00:07 PM) Tuatara: Don't tell her I said that. >.<
(04:06:24 PM) Gabrielle: well THAT won't help anything
(04:06:36 PM) Gabrielle: frustration is an orgasm's worst enemy
(04:06:42 PM) Tuatara: I know.
(04:06:50 PM) Tuatara: She needs reassurance.
(04:06:54 PM) Tuatara: And a helping hand.
(04:06:58 PM) Tuatara: Or tongue...
(04:07:11 PM) Gabrielle: or.......
(04:07:12 PM) Gabrielle: ......
(04:07:13 PM) Gabrielle: ....
(04:07:18 PM) Gabrielle: *silence*
(04:07:23 PM) Gabrielle: nevermind
(04:07:27 PM) Tuatara: :/
(04:07:30 PM) Tuatara: Say iiiit
(04:07:30 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:07:53 PM) Gabrielle: ......man-part....... >_>      <_<
(04:07:59 PM) Tuatara: I thought so. :P
(04:08:03 PM) Tuatara: We're taking it sloooow
(04:08:09 PM) Gabrielle: mhmmm
(04:08:12 PM) Tuatara: I'm waiting for her to be ready.
(04:08:19 PM) Gabrielle: it is best that way
(04:08:23 PM) Tuatara: And completely comfortable. She's scared of getting hurt again.
(04:08:36 PM) Gabrielle: Did Joe hurt her?????
(04:08:43 PM) Tuatara: Emotionally.
[[Nope]]
(04:11:18 PM) Gabrielle: that aside
(04:11:24 PM) Gabrielle: has anyone physically harmed my Ally?
(04:11:32 PM) Tuatara: Not that she's told me.
(04:11:32 PM) Gabrielle: 'cause he's gonna be castrated
(04:11:37 PM) Tuatara: More than taht.
(04:11:39 PM) Tuatara: that*
(04:11:51 PM) Gabrielle: you can kill him, but I want his balls
(04:11:58 PM) Tuatara: o.O All yours
(04:12:03 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:12:04 PM) Gabrielle: okay
(04:12:06 PM) Gabrielle: Deal
(04:12:15 PM) Gabrielle: but.... if you hurt her, it's YOURS
(04:12:28 PM) Tuatara: I would never.
(04:12:31 PM) Gabrielle: good
(04:13:27 PM) Gabrielle: hmmm....
(04:13:37 PM) Gabrielle: I wish there was more that I could do
(04:13:50 PM) Gabrielle: it's too bad that she feels so awkwardly about it
[[Promised. :(]]
(04:16:48 PM) Gabrielle: With me honesty is honored AND confidential
(04:17:00 PM) Gabrielle: I am a very open person.......
(04:17:10 PM) Gabrielle: I will answer just about ANY question you have to ask me
(04:17:30 PM) Tuatara: Good to know. o.o
(04:17:58 PM) Gabrielle: ....the exceptions being... "would you fuck me?" .... and a few other questions which our outside of my allowed domain..... I'm not authorized, you see
(04:18:18 PM) Tuatara: Yeah. :P
(04:18:25 PM) Tuatara: I'm not going to ask though, sorry.
(04:18:30 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:18:31 PM) Tuatara: I love my Ally too much.
(04:18:32 PM) Gabrielle: k
(04:18:40 PM) Gabrielle: and I am SO glad to know that
(04:18:47 PM) Gabrielle: you TAKE CARE of her!
(04:18:52 PM) Gabrielle: that is an ORDER
(04:18:53 PM) Tuatara: Of course!
(04:19:08 PM) Gabrielle: I love her SO much.... you have NO idea what I would do to someone.....
(04:19:19 PM) Gabrielle: *calms down*
(04:19:23 PM) Tuatara: o.o
(04:19:26 PM) Tuatara: :)
(04:19:27 PM) Gabrielle: that is a bad train of thought for me
(04:19:33 PM) Tuatara: Happy thoughts.
(04:19:43 PM) Gabrielle: yes... happy thoughts
(04:19:45 PM) Gabrielle: *breathes*
(04:19:54 PM) Gabrielle: Anyway.... I am glad that you care about her
(04:20:07 PM) Tuatara: I'm very committed. :)
(04:20:11 PM) Gabrielle: I'm glad that you are open with me, too....
(04:20:18 PM) Gabrielle: her other bfs didn't talk to me
(04:20:26 PM) Gabrielle: and she's my best friend (after Dan)
(04:20:29 PM) Tuatara: Her other bfs were pricks.
(04:20:33 PM) Gabrielle: her well-being is important to me
(04:20:43 PM) Tuatara: Me too
(04:20:52 PM) Gabrielle: hell, if I'm going to be related to you someday, you'd BETTER talk to me
(04:20:58 PM) Gabrielle: that's how I see it
(04:21:12 PM) Gabrielle: there is no way in HELL that anyone is going to take my sister away from me
(04:21:51 PM) Gabrielle: (there are a couple of 'unless's' that go with that.... but I'll leave them off)
(04:21:51 PM) Tuatara: Um...
(04:21:57 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:22:03 PM) Gabrielle: I am not a psycho-killer
(04:22:09 PM) Tuatara: Phew.
(04:22:13 PM) Tuatara: I was starting to wonder...
(04:22:16 PM) Tuatara: Kidding ;P
(04:22:19 PM) Gabrielle: *wonders if you have seen "So I married an Axe-Murderer"
(04:22:24 PM) Gabrielle: *
(04:22:25 PM) Tuatara: Nope.
(04:22:30 PM) Gabrielle: it's a good one
(04:22:37 PM) Tuatara: I'll google it up sometime
(04:22:38 PM) Gabrielle: you should make an effort to see it
(04:23:37 PM) Gabrielle: to recap
(04:23:41 PM) Gabrielle: Website
(04:23:47 PM) Gabrielle: Comfort
(04:23:51 PM) Gabrielle: Sharpie
(04:23:54 PM) Gabrielle: No one home
(04:24:44 PM) Tuatara: Gotcha.
(04:24:53 PM) Tuatara: Thanks, Gabby. ;P I should get some work done now.
(04:25:07 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:25:08 PM) Gabrielle: okay
(04:33:53 PM) Gabrielle: time for me to go home
(04:33:57 PM) Gabrielle: I'll talk to you again soon
(04:34:32 PM) Gabrielle: alright?
(04:34:55 PM) Tuatara: Sure.
(04:34:56 PM) Tuatara: Um...
(04:35:05 PM) Tuatara: Haha, Ally said it'd be ok if we swapped numbers.
(04:35:11 PM) Tuatara: But we wouldn't get to talk much.
(04:35:18 PM) Gabrielle: oh?
(04:35:22 PM) Gabrielle: why?
(04:35:46 PM) Tuatara: Because I work, go to school, and mostly talk to Ally in my spare time. ;P
(04:35:53 PM) Gabrielle: lol
(04:35:56 PM) Gabrielle: okay, then
(04:35:57 PM) Gabrielle: well
(04:36:06 PM) Gabrielle: my number is 215-828-7719
(04:36:16 PM) Tuatara: 512 461 5260 here
(04:36:16 PM) Gabrielle: you can always text if you wanna talk about something
(04:36:25 PM) Tuatara: I can't text on my work phone.
(04:36:30 PM) Tuatara: I can receive, shouldn't send though.
(04:36:51 PM) Gabrielle: Do you not have another cell?
(04:37:02 PM) Tuatara: I do, but my grandmother has it.
(04:37:12 PM) Tuatara: Because she needed one and I have a work one now.
(04:37:34 PM) Gabrielle: ah
(04:37:35 PM) Gabrielle: okay
(04:38:08 PM) Gabrielle: well
(04:38:11 PM) Gabrielle: it's time for me to go
(04:38:14 PM) Gabrielle: I'll talk to you later
(04:38:30 PM) Tuatara: Bye