Hey, you.  I figured it might be nice to wake up to something happy.

I sorta know what you're going through.  I'm sure I don't understand everything, because at the end of the day I'm not you (I'm much too tall), but I think I'm in the ballpark.  I just want you to know that whatever happens, whatever either of us goes through, if we move apart, if we stay near each other for years, I care about you.  You've been an amazing friend to me, through a lot of shit that I've had to deal with.  I think without your friendship, I would've given up on myself a long time ago.  I have no way to thank you for everything you've done for me.  

You said you've been feeling lost lately.  There I can't help you.  I can't find what you're looking for.  Hell, I'm still looking for a lot of things in my own life.  But if you ever start to think that what you're looking for just isn't there, let me tell you: You are an amazing person.  If anyone deserves happiness, it's you.  No matter what anyone says, you have everything going for you.  You're smart, you're funny, you're caring, you're beautiful, you're everything anyone could ask for.  There is someone out there that loves you, I guarantee it.  

If you have trouble getting through the day, through the week, through dinner with your family, just think:  it's just a few hours, just a few days, just a few minutes.  There's something better at the end of it.  School ends, there's the weekend.  You can't stand your family?  Go to sleep.  Tomorrow will be better.  If anything, look forward to the next tuesday night.  I'll miss you this week, but I'm looking forward to seeing you next week.  If anything, it's an escape.  

Whatever you do, don't let yourself get down.  I've found that the best way to not feel like crap is to forget about everything.  Go for a run, or play a game, or something.  It's hard to not think of something when you're trying not to think of it.  So don't even worry about it, and maybe you can forget.

Smile, Summer.  It'll turn out all right.

EEEEEEEE>
Andrew