kanavulator (7:25:12 PM): what's my brother get for being 2nd
waz crackALAKHin (7:26:21 PM):  
hm. mention in the newspaper.
waz crackALAKHin (7:26:35 PM):  
you haven't told him, have you?
kanavulator (7:26:45 PM): no
waz crackALAKHin (7:26:46 PM):  
we told chelsea, but she promised not to tell amber
waz crackALAKHin (7:26:47 PM):  
okay
waz crackALAKHin (7:27:10 PM):  
i'll talk to monsieur veal
waz crackALAKHin (7:27:55 PM):  
i'm glad you told me about your shoplifting essay
waz crackALAKHin (7:28:19 PM):  
surprised, but glad
kanavulator (7:28:26 PM): actually i'm probably going to put it up as a note
kanavulator (7:28:30 PM): idc who knows anymore
kanavulator (7:28:35 PM): it was seventh fucking grade
waz crackALAKHin (7:28:49 PM):  
i didnt read it in 7th grade!
waz crackALAKHin (7:28:55 PM):  
i didnt even like you in 7th grade!
kanavulator (7:28:56 PM): and most of my good friends know i was a different person until hte 9th
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:10 PM):  
lol yeah
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:23 PM):  
you were so arrogant and smart-alecky
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:28 PM):  
you came a long way
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:36 PM):  
you're still a smart-ass
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:47 PM):  
but you're more humble
kanavulator (7:29:51 PM): hahaha. i am with some teachers now
waz crackALAKHin (7:29:54 PM):  
cass.
kanavulator (7:29:54 PM): and people. like you mostly
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:00 PM):  
well not anymore
kanavulator (7:30:01 PM): hahahah cassssss
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:09 PM):  
we don't talk enough for you to be terribly smart-assy
kanavulator (7:30:13 PM): right
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:14 PM):  
lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:19 PM):  
and if you have
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:22 PM):  
i haven't really noticed
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:32 PM):  
i mean i used to
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:34 PM):  
more than i should have
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:35 PM):  
lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:38 PM):  
but not anymore
waz crackALAKHin (7:30:52 PM):  
you're a good person kanav
waz crackALAKHin (7:31:22 PM):  
to the entire world, you are a great perso and an amazing friend
kanavulator (7:31:36 PM): not to say i haven't made mistakes
waz crackALAKHin (7:31:38 PM):  
but to me, you will pretty much always be the boy who hurt me more than i knew possible
kanavulator (7:31:38 PM): lots
waz crackALAKHin (7:31:50 PM):  
but i mean that's okay
waz crackALAKHin (7:31:56 PM):  
no one has to know that
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:08 PM):  
and lately, i think i've done a damn good job of overcoming that
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:20 PM):  
so i'm pretty proud of myself
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:21 PM):  
lol
kanavulator (7:32:23 PM): i'm surprised you haven't told sana about how much i hurt you etc.
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:48 PM):  
lol she knows you hurt me
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:49 PM):  
why and how
waz crackALAKHin (7:32:52 PM):  
not so much
kanavulator (7:32:58 PM): ok
kanavulator (7:33:18 PM): well i hope you've made it clear to her that just b/c i did that to you that she should be afraid too
kanavulator (7:33:25 PM): shouldn't have to* lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:27 PM):  
yeah
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:28 PM):  
oh no
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:30 PM):  
she knows that
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:32 PM):  
in fact
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:47 PM):  
if there's one thing i continue to impress on her
waz crackALAKHin (7:33:56 PM):  
is the fact that i KNOW you won't hurt her the way you did me
waz crackALAKHin (7:34:11 PM):  
and that you are as good a guy as they come
waz crackALAKHin (7:34:19 PM):  
and that my story is something unique
kanavulator (7:34:36 PM): i hope she's figured by now that i like her
kanavulator (7:34:39 PM): i think i've made it rather clear
waz crackALAKHin (7:34:45 PM):  
but irreparable nonetheless
waz crackALAKHin (7:34:55 PM):  
i think she has
kanavulator (7:35:08 PM): do you have a clue if she feels anywhere near the same way for me
waz crackALAKHin (7:35:15 PM):  
i'm not doing this
kanavulator (7:35:19 PM): huh
waz crackALAKHin (7:35:23 PM):  
like
waz crackALAKHin (7:35:28 PM):  
if she has told me anything
waz crackALAKHin (7:35:40 PM):  
i'm fucking SICK of people betraying trust and confidence
waz crackALAKHin (7:35:51 PM):  
i wouldn't tell you
kanavulator (7:36:07 PM): well i mean if you've picked it up off her that she might. if she's told you and doesn't want you to tell me then i respect that
waz crackALAKHin (7:36:24 PM):  
look
waz crackALAKHin (7:36:30 PM):  
you two have a beautiful friendship
waz crackALAKHin (7:36:34 PM):  
the stories she tells me
waz crackALAKHin (7:36:44 PM):  
reminds me of our...hm... golden days, i guess you could say
waz crackALAKHin (7:36:56 PM):  
she respects you, she loves you, she trusts you
waz crackALAKHin (7:37:13 PM):  
whether that amounts to a relationship is something you'll have to figure out on your own
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:02 PM):  
lol in a wild way
kanavulator (7:38:02 PM): i have a feeling it'll take till the summer for that to happen
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:08 PM):  
i should be thanking you
kanavulator (7:38:11 PM): b/c she's got so much other stuff to do
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:20 PM):  
m hm
kanavulator (7:38:30 PM): aaaaand i hope that her and aditya going to prom together doesn't turn into anything that could prevent that
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:35 PM):  
and i'll probably be in india, so you two will have all the more time to cement whatever is there
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:42 PM):  
lol i don't think it will
waz crackALAKHin (7:38:48 PM):  
i don't like aditya
kanavulator (7:38:51 PM): to be honest i'm kinda worried about that though
kanavulator (7:39:07 PM): i know sana can be flirty sometimes and whatever, and most of the time i'm cool with it
kanavulator (7:39:17 PM): but i'm pretty damn sure aditya likes sana and that's kinda eh
kanavulator (7:39:19 PM): different
waz crackALAKHin (7:39:24 PM):  
he pretends be cool with me, but he doesn't like me as a person
waz crackALAKHin (7:39:37 PM):  
but i don't owe anything to him
waz crackALAKHin (7:39:40 PM):  
and don't really care
waz crackALAKHin (7:39:54 PM):  
i don't think he's enough of a person to fully like sana
waz crackALAKHin (7:39:58 PM):  
to sweep her off her foot
kanavulator (7:39:58 PM): lol you should totally badmouth him to her
kanavulator (7:39:59 PM): jk
kanavulator (7:40:04 PM): her foot?
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:08 PM):  
well, i mean she knows how i feel
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:09 PM):  
feet*
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:10 PM):  
sorry
kanavulator (7:40:12 PM): lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:20 PM):  
if anything i mean
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:26 PM):  
he's told her stuff about me.
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:32 PM):  
why tell my best friend stuff about me?
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:41 PM):  
is it not obvious that it would come back to me?
kanavulator (7:40:49 PM): lol for real
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:57 PM):  
but i mean
waz crackALAKHin (7:40:57 PM):  
seriously
waz crackALAKHin (7:41:01 PM):  
sana wants to be swept off her feet
kanavulator (7:41:08 PM): so you don't think anything will happen between the two of them
kanavulator (7:41:09 PM): ok cool
waz crackALAKHin (7:41:10 PM):  
he's not enough of a man to do that
kanavulator (7:41:10 PM): lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:41:20 PM):  
he's not enough of a HUMAN to do that
kanavulator (7:41:27 PM): i hope it won't be awkward for me to see them dancing or whatever at prom
waz crackALAKHin (7:41:35 PM):  
i hope you pay attention to molly
kanavulator (7:41:45 PM): i know she's worried about that lol
kanavulator (7:41:50 PM): i will
waz crackALAKHin (7:41:53 PM):  
you'd better
kanavulator (7:42:01 PM): even seeing you talking to other guys at ghp though, like i would get worked up about that
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:10 PM):  
lol yeah
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:14 PM):  
told me i looked whorish
kanavulator (7:42:19 PM): i'm possessive and clingy as fuck :[
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:21 PM):  
when i'd sit on a sofa with like 5 other boys
kanavulator (7:42:22 PM): and i wish i could improve on that
kanavulator (7:42:29 PM): but it's really difficult
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:44 PM):  
lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:47 PM):  
well
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:56 PM):  
one day you'll meet someone who's okay with that
waz crackALAKHin (7:42:59 PM):  
it's just
waz crackALAKHin (7:43:04 PM):  
you'd better be okay if she does that to you
kanavulator (7:43:09 PM): if she does what
waz crackALAKHin (7:43:19 PM):  
is possessive and clingy toward you
waz crackALAKHin (7:43:28 PM):  
lol i feel like your consiglieri
kanavulator (7:43:32 PM): i don't get the feeling that she'd be the type
kanavulator (7:43:39 PM): oh god consiglieri
waz crackALAKHin (7:43:44 PM):  
haha
waz crackALAKHin (7:43:50 PM):  
sana isn't
kanavulator (7:44:10 PM): i'm pretty sure i've gotten way less flirty
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:20 PM):  
lol that's damn trure
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:22 PM):  
true*
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:26 PM):  
i was actually going to ask you
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:30 PM):  
do you even talk to annie anymore?
kanavulator (7:44:32 PM): i do lol
kanavulator (7:44:36 PM): a decent amount
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:38 PM):  
lol okay
kanavulator (7:44:41 PM): i visit her in hersch's from time to time
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:44 PM):  
ah
kanavulator (7:44:45 PM): and telephone once in a while
waz crackALAKHin (7:44:45 PM):  
judy?
kanavulator (7:44:53 PM): judy is only fb
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:03 PM):  
but there are different levels of facebook
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:04 PM):  
there are like
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:09 PM):  
excessive wall posts
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:14 PM):  
random "hey"
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:19 PM):  
birthday greeting once a year.
kanavulator (7:45:20 PM): okay. me and judy = you and nishant
kanavulator (7:45:23 PM): lol
kanavulator (7:45:32 PM): but i mean you can look at our wall to wall if you'd like
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:32 PM):  
lol i haven't talked to him in a loooooooong time
kanavulator (7:45:35 PM): and tell me what it means
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:47 PM):  
lol are you asking me to be your consiglieri?
kanavulator (7:45:48 PM): yeah for me and judy it's always like, we start a long conversation every three months
kanavulator (7:45:51 PM): be it
waz crackALAKHin (7:45:54 PM):  
sweet
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:03 PM):  
but no way am i kissing your hand and calling you godfather
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:09 PM):  
that's straight up al pacino
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:25 PM):  
i'll look at it later
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:34 PM):  
i'm sure it's a lot about music and stuff
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:37 PM):  
really indie things
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:38 PM):  
btw
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:40 PM):  
have you heard of
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:41 PM):  
damn it
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:42 PM):  
what was it
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:45 PM):  
Vampire something
waz crackALAKHin (7:46:59 PM):  
idk manik asked me if i'd heard of them, i said i'd look them up
kanavulator (7:47:00 PM): I LOVE VAMPIRE WEEKEND
kanavulator (7:47:02 PM): OMG
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:02 PM):  
yeah!
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:03 PM):  
that
kanavulator (7:47:09 PM): yeah judy told me about them
kanavulator (7:47:11 PM): you would love their song
kanavulator (7:47:12 PM): A-Punk
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:17 PM):  
yeah?
kanavulator (7:47:19 PM): i actually played it while molly was over today
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:23 PM):  
oh cool cool
kanavulator (7:47:25 PM): look up the video
kanavulator (7:47:26 PM): it's nice
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:29 PM):  
manik is a reallllllly nice kid
kanavulator (7:47:29 PM): i have the album
kanavulator (7:47:32 PM): cool :]
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:39 PM):  
we have excessively long facebook conversations
kanavulator (7:47:40 PM): anirudha told me you said your parents hit it off lol
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:44 PM):  
lol!
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:47 PM):  
it was SO FUNNY
waz crackALAKHin (7:47:57 PM):  
like manik and i were just like staring at them talking and laughing
kanavulator (7:48:10 PM): haha. do they want you to date
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:13 PM):  
and nikhil LOVED manik
kanavulator (7:48:16 PM): oh man
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:20 PM):  
psh, in the car, my mom was like
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:26 PM):  
manik will take care of aleena, he was such a nice boyyyy
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:34 PM):  
meena was so nice, so classy!
kanavulator (7:48:37 PM): that's funny, esp since you think you'll be good friends rather than dating
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:39 PM):  
(his mother)
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:46 PM):  
lol i want to be his friend
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:50 PM):  
and like i'll think to myself
waz crackALAKHin (7:48:58 PM):  
pshh whatre the chances of us ever hanging out?
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:02 PM):  
but then i remembered
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:08 PM):  
we're living in the same building
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:11 PM):  
same major
kanavulator (7:49:22 PM): nice
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:24 PM):  
intramural tennis
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:31 PM):  
chances are i'd see a lot of him
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:47 PM):  
but i mean right now he's in the all-too-near future
kanavulator (7:49:48 PM): he could replace...me? as i was before
waz crackALAKHin (7:49:56 PM):  
that's what i thought, yeah
kanavulator (7:50:06 PM): lol we'll see where that leads
waz crackALAKHin (7:50:19 PM):  
he does remind me of you, a little, but... there's something about him that makes him so different